tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22769116303250082762024-03-17T22:03:17.698-05:00Wait! I Have a Blog?!Musings on Reading, Poetry, and Life, Eight Days a WeekKathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.comBlogger1632125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-389333307475739442024-03-17T13:24:00.001-05:002024-03-17T13:24:45.558-05:00Where to Begin?<p> </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjjTANSFTPCDTR83uutOUblt3czXcQuBE2ywm2cPebYTHrIhe5oswDjaF5rHdVI2m7z7UiFe9uxWVaGc4QHRrZjij7jAg67rWP5NYtWVjEwv8bifOFE1vHCDbydHBHZN6SWp8y4KwcGIQN1sgLZuIqOJu-Z0ut7gqCLcC-DOOsTadfVmAZEVbojA08pK9NG/s1920/POstcards%20on%20the%20floor%20March%202024.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1440" data-original-width="1920" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjjTANSFTPCDTR83uutOUblt3czXcQuBE2ywm2cPebYTHrIhe5oswDjaF5rHdVI2m7z7UiFe9uxWVaGc4QHRrZjij7jAg67rWP5NYtWVjEwv8bifOFE1vHCDbydHBHZN6SWp8y4KwcGIQN1sgLZuIqOJu-Z0ut7gqCLcC-DOOsTadfVmAZEVbojA08pK9NG/s320/POstcards%20on%20the%20floor%20March%202024.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>Where to begin? I'm so far behind in my blog posting! Well, I am still participating in the poetry postcard project, from Winter Solstice to Spring Solstice, so I have only a few more to go! Here is the array so far received, some strewn on the floor and some neatly stacked in my postcard-perfect tiny basket! I write suddenly, inspired by the moment, or in little batches, upon receipt of postcards, and send out from the p.o. Today I got a rejection, of a postcard poem I sent to a different poetry postcard project, but rejections are always fine, because it means I am actually sending poems out! In one way or another!<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgDMKu9qgycy3Ki-8UMz9CRnViKTW4rv8t5uk17enDBkz9GdqCCqcJJiJDNy0lRIMyUnjMgEPjIM6E2-aPotZVhUBsrTcaPcvU2-PHJGiyJp77HJaeBxYViJV6AirInRA4ixXRNEcU6CsU7dcRMN2UZBEzbVNx2YRU8iHe8ykbHy8ly42Oc8d9n8bh5ro0z/s1920/Peg%20Kirk%20in%20rotunda%20of%20McLean%20County%20Museum%20of%20History.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1920" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgDMKu9qgycy3Ki-8UMz9CRnViKTW4rv8t5uk17enDBkz9GdqCCqcJJiJDNy0lRIMyUnjMgEPjIM6E2-aPotZVhUBsrTcaPcvU2-PHJGiyJp77HJaeBxYViJV6AirInRA4ixXRNEcU6CsU7dcRMN2UZBEzbVNx2YRU8iHe8ykbHy8ly42Oc8d9n8bh5ro0z/s320/Peg%20Kirk%20in%20rotunda%20of%20McLean%20County%20Museum%20of%20History.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>On Thursday, my dad and sister and I went to the local history museum to see my mom's picture hanging in the rotunda for Women's History Month. She looked perfectly natural there, among other local history-making women. I did not feel grief so much as amazement. At other times, tears overcome me. Today it was from hearing "Danny Boy" on the piano at church, a song that made her dad cry, my Grandpa Sid. I never know what's going to do it!<p></p><p>Yesterday I walked in the St. Patrick's Day Parade, an annual tradition. I think I walk in all the parades now, with various groups I work with. For Labor Day and St. Paddy's Day, I walk with the Democrats and/or to support specific candidates. At Christmastime, I walk with Heartland Theatre, as it's a small-business parade. In the ISU Homecoming Parade, I walk with Moms Demand Action. I would like to walk with them for Memorial Day, too, as we are remembering the dead and protecting the future. It was a beautiful day for a parade, sunshiny and warm. Today is sunshiny and cold, the wind making it feel colder. I am still wearing my shiny green hat, as it's actual St. Patrick's Day today, and still trying to keep it from blowing away. Sometimes I fail, and the hat is rescued! I made a little list of recent failures and mistakes, just to stay honest and analytical, and to forgive myself. I see the reasons why. They are mistakes to learn from, to apologize for, and/or not to worry about further! I failed to send out my usual remember-to-vote letter, for instance, so it will be revised and go out as a thank-you letter! I did canvas with/for candidates. The primary is Tuesday. I have to vote early and take my dad to the hospital in Peoria. My life is crammed with lists, duties, tasks, details. </p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7pg8jQlHL1P2NWm3ct-lcfQgXYZj-HzsZavwOD7NShQC49z920W-kRAxww4c4sTeQ8fI-EAGZLSSMqVL8ARjPgn5pP0GgK7W6hOQViMPzFutOYKfZns-XIxd5ucC_eOP27eRVNYgn8hxNUtyOSLQ_jbMSyN8j-eAHVhwsPmCz4tmlf4tn_6D9Y4ZT2JFF/s1440/Lola%20in%20large%20sunhat.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1440" data-original-width="1080" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7pg8jQlHL1P2NWm3ct-lcfQgXYZj-HzsZavwOD7NShQC49z920W-kRAxww4c4sTeQ8fI-EAGZLSSMqVL8ARjPgn5pP0GgK7W6hOQViMPzFutOYKfZns-XIxd5ucC_eOP27eRVNYgn8hxNUtyOSLQ_jbMSyN8j-eAHVhwsPmCz4tmlf4tn_6D9Y4ZT2JFF/s320/Lola%20in%20large%20sunhat.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>Lately, I just want to sit down and do crossword puzzles from a big book, to rest my body and put my brain to different use. Or write tiny poems! Or, speaking of hats, look at pictures of this baby! The baby brings me great joy. Seeing pictures of her, thinking of her. The reality of her! Thank you, baby!<p></p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-82861457360497496662024-02-13T20:01:00.001-06:002024-02-13T20:01:43.998-06:00King Cake<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYFMk0F725AES3QUL4xEd6YWtiTUct6ItbmDko8oHFNXmIxr75393v6c5e2dOFEYdlN00ukEIU-dJ6f0t1Oj_Rnwi2dOT_bwv11b9mFaIW5XnsqQlZVJzYE7Mtgj6U3VVeHdLTlYMrOLUVD7B-GkW_Zfn1W_DygK44Db7nOjMrFV_D46lmAGmHyB6emByM/s1920/Poetry%20postcard%20Fat%20Tuesday.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1440" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYFMk0F725AES3QUL4xEd6YWtiTUct6ItbmDko8oHFNXmIxr75393v6c5e2dOFEYdlN00ukEIU-dJ6f0t1Oj_Rnwi2dOT_bwv11b9mFaIW5XnsqQlZVJzYE7Mtgj6U3VVeHdLTlYMrOLUVD7B-GkW_Zfn1W_DygK44Db7nOjMrFV_D46lmAGmHyB6emByM/s320/Poetry%20postcard%20Fat%20Tuesday.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>When you work in a public library, supporters bring you food! Today I had a yummy wedge of King Cake, and a colleague found the baby* in <i>her</i> wedge! Later, I wore numerous strands of beads to a committee meeting, distributing them to my fellow committee members. And when I got home, there were two poetry postcards in the mail, after days of nothing. <div><br /></div><div>A Fat Tuesday, indeed!<div><br /></div><div>*Luck and prosperity!</div><div><br /></div><div>I doubt that I will give up anything for Lent, except accidentally. Except a Lenten online writing workshop I participated in last year (and the year before? oh, Time, where are you?).... You should see my skinny calendar, all marked up with penciled commitments, meetings, rehearsals, deadlines, appointments....</div><div><br /></div><div>Tomorrow is Valentine's Day, and we have no plans. Except, "Please bring home food, as I have back-to-back Zoom meetings." Must add milkshakes to the request....</div></div>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-57563887619649361322024-02-03T12:02:00.000-06:002024-02-03T12:02:02.999-06:00Submitting<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiegqpWVBiEOrzLYYZpMK4nXDjQNx6Pbu_xc5VyJxEs0qfZQPFzHaI1rYp_RHOEnAmEm7tbSF61Wo91U1b8sNooozZWyd1yIx284we9Vd2qfSNyI9ZlZcvn9baHov8q0E5b_i5eC-MXstM5aISwxkFuiVdeAJR_aI5iq29CsIE0Lazuj-_FBgT8gtP42hTO/s466/Butterfly%20planner.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="466" data-original-width="360" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiegqpWVBiEOrzLYYZpMK4nXDjQNx6Pbu_xc5VyJxEs0qfZQPFzHaI1rYp_RHOEnAmEm7tbSF61Wo91U1b8sNooozZWyd1yIx284we9Vd2qfSNyI9ZlZcvn9baHov8q0E5b_i5eC-MXstM5aISwxkFuiVdeAJR_aI5iq29CsIE0Lazuj-_FBgT8gtP42hTO/s320/Butterfly%20planner.jpg" width="247" /></a></div>This morning I sent out my first poetry submission since October. It's hard to keep up, to catch up, since all the big family events. Lately I've felt like three people instead of one, keeping track of everyone's personal health details and doctor's appointments. A juggling* act and an identity challenge. (I have to put initials on my calendar,** so I know whose appointment it is.) Since my mother died, I'm down to two people,*** but even that's hard. Anyway, while I'm behind in many poetry-related things (submissions, reviews, new poetry features at EIL), at least I got this done, and the October submission is forthcoming this spring, so there's progress.<p></p><p>Meanwhile, I am participating in a solstice-to-solstice poetry-postcard writing project, and it is delightful to get postcards in the mail with such marvelous creativity on them. I love snail mail!</p><p>**Speaking of calendars, I need a hard copy calendar. Everyone tells me Google calendar is so easy, etc., but I know what I can handle (and I have a Google calendar for work). I use a slim, portable, free (from the Nature Conservancy) calendar I can slip in the side pocket of my black-and-white polk-dotted handmade (Sugar Creek Arts Festival) purse, and fill out in pencil (because my life contains many erasures). I also have a large, spiral-bound 2022-2024 weekly-monthly planner for my theatre life. It's all working, but it keeps me 1) split 2) hopping.</p><p>*Speaking of juggling, a college friend just reminded me on Facebook that I know/knew how to juggle. I juggled 3 oranges as Elvira in a college production of <i>Blithe Spirit</i>. My face was sort of mauve and lavender for that play, a directorial/make-up designer choice. Elvira is a ghost. I believe I must have been shocking to look it. I shocked my dad, who criticized the choice, to me, personally, as if I had made it, but that's another story (an ongoing story...we're still in it! Sigh...) I don't think I even put on that make-up. The designer did it every night.</p><p>***I'm one of them, but I'm fine. Routine exams, dentist, optometrist. Sort of slacking on that last. So it's a Slattern Day in the blog.</p><p>P.S. I don't have the 5-year butterly planner pictured above. I just like it.</p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-79679715810821318792024-01-17T17:31:00.001-06:002024-01-17T17:35:02.539-06:00Wintering<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUafO8qzJBkhsWFmpK208t0xzaP3SjsrKJK0OZdxz7SZzB1Ry83BiYypZqvtKG5dp-Kups8dKRvA-H2xNXIAbqJg8Y37b96WbNCdoHOC-nPVQJqUcIUIHEjpg18xPYuUzHgAMpzmT55ucN-1Yujkvc9S7BHBlzZRtC6sOcMZiUpjc3mdC8Fzv0e-4RrU9v/s500/Wintering%20by%20Katherine%20May.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="500" data-original-width="331" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUafO8qzJBkhsWFmpK208t0xzaP3SjsrKJK0OZdxz7SZzB1Ry83BiYypZqvtKG5dp-Kups8dKRvA-H2xNXIAbqJg8Y37b96WbNCdoHOC-nPVQJqUcIUIHEjpg18xPYuUzHgAMpzmT55ucN-1Yujkvc9S7BHBlzZRtC6sOcMZiUpjc3mdC8Fzv0e-4RrU9v/s320/Wintering%20by%20Katherine%20May.jpg" width="212" /></a></div>My sister and I are reading the same book right now, <i>Wintering</i>, by Katherine May. Chris got it from a friend, who found it good for grieving and healing, for hunkering down when needed, and I found it on the library shelf while collecting adjacent books for a display. The subtitle is <i>The Power of Rest and Retreat in Difficult Times, </i>and we are both resting and retreating since the death of our mother. Bitterly cold, it's an excellent time to hunker down and read; "wintering," as much a state of mind as a season or kind of weather, is all about taking time and care to adapt to any bitter reality.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgZ5t2hyZG8_SKA7A_sLoB-WtDBnV7W1t6f_P0d221wBNj14zm43ygDgAkPt_f_zTPG0qNhjAN-YKLhRJSYB44pwIoU9doTH6AW4NrvC9smSsVe0JFs3_bVILn-kPCQBTLR-EfLusRcSMcNwJaQpfmNvf4WHq05asYHWwelfhFssrJD1nvb9GBHTl5DtfK/s500/Every%20Brilliant%20Thing.jpg" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="500" data-original-width="338" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgZ5t2hyZG8_SKA7A_sLoB-WtDBnV7W1t6f_P0d221wBNj14zm43ygDgAkPt_f_zTPG0qNhjAN-YKLhRJSYB44pwIoU9doTH6AW4NrvC9smSsVe0JFs3_bVILn-kPCQBTLR-EfLusRcSMcNwJaQpfmNvf4WHq05asYHWwelfhFssrJD1nvb9GBHTl5DtfK/s320/Every%20Brilliant%20Thing.jpg" width="216" /></a></div>Chris is reading slowly and as part of her daily meditation practice. I am reading in soft, slothful chunks, slathered in sherpa and fleece on a comfy couch. Where I am in the book, May is currently swimming in the cold sea at <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Whitstable">Whitstable</a>, where she lives, in southeastern England, with her family. And here's one of those coincidences I love: Whitstable is where a man goes for his honeymoon in the play, <i>Every Brilliant Thing</i>, by Duncan Macmillan (with comedian Jonny Donahoe, who helped develop the script by performing it). I had not really heard of this place till I read (and re-read) this play, and there it is in <i>Wintering</i>. The play is about a man who makes a list of every brilliant thing that makes life worth living, a list he makes for his mother. It's got ice cream in it, and donuts, and the color yellow.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfRCWlNgJF8CGziz5un3doiiikQaAUSNDkmUiEZrcAcRkKtHUCVjc2ugUk9FS5PGcJ71SUt13L4gMhcO_MJ3SltaIV53Cstn5_HEKhewkDHpirLeVjJlTxyxzuCEyIylbmj525YhU5tk1pVcApU5EuVE7c8rl2Nf-Q53_mZGIQQQA6Xaf5VDlfGbuEGjzk/s500/Sorrows%20of%20young%20werther.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="500" data-original-width="316" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfRCWlNgJF8CGziz5un3doiiikQaAUSNDkmUiEZrcAcRkKtHUCVjc2ugUk9FS5PGcJ71SUt13L4gMhcO_MJ3SltaIV53Cstn5_HEKhewkDHpirLeVjJlTxyxzuCEyIylbmj525YhU5tk1pVcApU5EuVE7c8rl2Nf-Q53_mZGIQQQA6Xaf5VDlfGbuEGjzk/s320/Sorrows%20of%20young%20werther.jpg" width="202" /></a></div>As well as <i>The Sorrows of Young Werther</i>, a famously sad romantic novel by Johann Wolfgang von Goethe that temporarily made suicide dangerously popular. Considered the first psychological novel, it features impossible love and Werther in a blue coat. I would have put it on the display, but the library doesn't have a hard copy. (There are many electronic versions available for checkout.) When I finish <i>Wintering</i> it will go on the display. Heartland Theatre is doing this play in February, and I will be there, perhaps more than once. Relying on audience interaction, it will be a little different every night. The playwright also suggests changing place names and dates to adapt to the local circumstances. So probably no Whitstable.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiIFiViCHO3nlIm4DMIbhG_2t7xh1JJlQndZPhX6tvFGhL_oiiH3wMFE1_9Bg0lhU77Twbi4MpRs7IDqjskuSEXSSdb77YWFHDdl0qZEKfn_KWoYNDKCc5eh8-gQqtVwwVxglZN58IEp4r3zViKvqpgxGg6jbQ_nFuEUr3isiWLutJ6DBYKlRP3lerwSDKv/s630/inconvenience%20of%20grief.jpg" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="630" data-original-width="444" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiIFiViCHO3nlIm4DMIbhG_2t7xh1JJlQndZPhX6tvFGhL_oiiH3wMFE1_9Bg0lhU77Twbi4MpRs7IDqjskuSEXSSdb77YWFHDdl0qZEKfn_KWoYNDKCc5eh8-gQqtVwwVxglZN58IEp4r3zViKvqpgxGg6jbQ_nFuEUr3isiWLutJ6DBYKlRP3lerwSDKv/s320/inconvenience%20of%20grief.jpg" width="226" /></a></div>Last night, I facilitated the Poetry is Normal Presents reading at the library, a virtual one, with Lannie Stabile reading from three of her books, including <i><a href="https://animalheartpress.net/the-inconvenience-of-grief-by-lannie-stabile/">The Inconvenience of Grief</a></i>, about the death of her mother. She was in Michigan, equally cold. She read several poems on the "First..." (Thanksgiving, Christmas, birthday) without her mother, what we've just been through in our family. The previous night, I facilitated An Inside Look, a discussion with the directors and designers of <i>Every Brilliant Thing.</i> It was, by coincidence, my mother's birthday. She would have been 91. And Martin Luther King, Jr's. He would have been 95. It gave me pause.<p></p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-87879131070359990292024-01-09T17:26:00.003-06:002024-01-10T17:10:23.425-06:00100 Books<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjIkcK_fWRFElBcbSo5lXn04EbrsAaUzY07ctYgGbboUxRE3x4ZQng9A7R3jsEOaO-jnssGemeeUIDjRXsvhOg0y9ShuDxIP_VcOeVLuUhfleZEQSyVvx0xGgzyaQov2N47-uQGZEiHGb6UxAcoXQC6N9lDJkQoNkc861nwkxBn7qsrRnndgpWgcBvODq1Z/s445/Tale%20of%20Despereaux.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="445" data-original-width="330" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjIkcK_fWRFElBcbSo5lXn04EbrsAaUzY07ctYgGbboUxRE3x4ZQng9A7R3jsEOaO-jnssGemeeUIDjRXsvhOg0y9ShuDxIP_VcOeVLuUhfleZEQSyVvx0xGgzyaQov2N47-uQGZEiHGb6UxAcoXQC6N9lDJkQoNkc861nwkxBn7qsrRnndgpWgcBvODq1Z/s320/Tale%20of%20Despereaux.jpg" width="237" /></a></div>In 2023, I read 100 books. That's according to Beanstack, where I track my reading now. I read all kinds of things, fiction, non-fiction, poetry, murder mystery, young adult, and even a children's book, the marvelous <i>Tale of Despereaux</i>, by Kate DiCamillo, which I had heard about for many years. And I gave some books as Christmas presents, favorites from the year or from the recent months spent escaping, slothlike, on the couch, covered in fleece blankets. Speaking of sloths, I have already earned a sloth as a "completion prize" in the library's winter reading challenge, set up as a bingo card, where I have scored a Bingo from slothliness.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7ugaNrv8r-1071wHgK7UP-MVptOX8VKlzQl4V-U69aKCie3MrgOppokQ5HzZqK9_6ij00Z4jSDxnncMxfMpy54W-gtXCkuF00XtwMMEMKLPDlOA1M5YYvIsmPw6blLR6xxKZeiVVkqdhw5YdzD2mdOyXpJRDz2wLYm076qI2pUyeS3TipY3tt2T03ceun/s1000/tomorrow%20Zevin.jpg" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1000" data-original-width="659" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7ugaNrv8r-1071wHgK7UP-MVptOX8VKlzQl4V-U69aKCie3MrgOppokQ5HzZqK9_6ij00Z4jSDxnncMxfMpy54W-gtXCkuF00XtwMMEMKLPDlOA1M5YYvIsmPw6blLR6xxKZeiVVkqdhw5YdzD2mdOyXpJRDz2wLYm076qI2pUyeS3TipY3tt2T03ceun/s320/tomorrow%20Zevin.jpg" width="211" /></a></div>I gave <i>Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow</i>, by Gabrielle Zevin, to my son, in hopes he will share it with his girlfriend, a big reader, and they can discuss it. It's about gamers, friendship, love, and compassion. Yes? With some sound and fury and meaninglessness, despair, and regret thrown in but also hope. OK, it's about being human. Also enjoyed <i>The Book of Form and Emptiness</i>, by Ruth Ozeki, a lot of which takes place in a public library! On p. 276, the Bottleman says, "Let me tell you something about poetry, young schoolboy. Poetry is a problem of form and emptiness." It sure is!<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDTbREpWh0zc75NCnfPqcYoTmmkIKT5GvnkibGNEFdPaXQwJUTLqeszSNki55xjrdw3MVH6IHF5AWWSj-nJJvSyNzWLTXJ23r58y2fQrBaPJddCW6MJMbJtWw9qQislnpu03CpN0ZH4_KOUXQBSfdFobPFHCkOq_0O6O4Skk68vtjiC4PP9gC5O_XQfMd3/s445/Resisters%20Gish%20Jen.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="445" data-original-width="301" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDTbREpWh0zc75NCnfPqcYoTmmkIKT5GvnkibGNEFdPaXQwJUTLqeszSNki55xjrdw3MVH6IHF5AWWSj-nJJvSyNzWLTXJ23r58y2fQrBaPJddCW6MJMbJtWw9qQislnpu03CpN0ZH4_KOUXQBSfdFobPFHCkOq_0O6O4Skk68vtjiC4PP9gC5O_XQfMd3/s320/Resisters%20Gish%20Jen.jpg" width="216" /></a></div>All my poems these days are about my mother, even if they are ekphrastic or written on postcards. "Grief deranges," says Gish Jen in <i>The Resisters</i>, a book I read in January, actually. "Healing is slow." It sure is. I am participating in a solstice-to-solstice poetry postcard project and have sent 8 postcards and received 3. (Maybe that will pick up after the holiday mail...) Some have gone to Santa Cruz, CA and Portland, OR, where I have family, and one went to Japan! I love the random coincidii...<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiVONCHxVbrqj3DNIvJZZzBIFY4uicqZ0f8h9iLhcc9AhNnjYpv338D9-MwsD8H4ApdBPURgmc6qsAC5g7IBMEC7ec_-fYzYuJIBwi1AGk_Lee208zfvpjvV008XWkEsmyRnwmOduBL4Xidz6hWp04K-6NZM0czRRzHjQ3lnWbvi7K3fryBWH3PvADuyjsf/s350/stoner.jpeg" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="350" data-original-width="219" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiVONCHxVbrqj3DNIvJZZzBIFY4uicqZ0f8h9iLhcc9AhNnjYpv338D9-MwsD8H4ApdBPURgmc6qsAC5g7IBMEC7ec_-fYzYuJIBwi1AGk_Lee208zfvpjvV008XWkEsmyRnwmOduBL4Xidz6hWp04K-6NZM0czRRzHjQ3lnWbvi7K3fryBWH3PvADuyjsf/s320/stoner.jpeg" width="200" /></a></div>I loved <i>Stoner</i>, by John Williams, which I hope to discuss in 2024 with an online book group, an occasion to reread it. Life as it is lived, academic life, at the University of Missouri in Columbia. I loved <i>The Sense of an Ending</i>, by Julian Barnes, a quiet Wow! book, a revelation, also, in a way, life as it is lived, but by someone not fully paying attention, until, well, until... I liked it so much I sought out the movie I had remembered shelving at the library, with Charlotte Rampling in it. Well done.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSNlepXsAqWSSs19yVgb9nhVS47A9XILfPAyoMnafATUP7p3RF1ZivXvEqU196-6pa93RnsiOoGyu4f6K7A-CECPPm1Cg0IwrS7xlXbjDoRo7oqUyiorW_69RHsy5fLdxtYtxo4__Ytvfcvtth02Njdq_cH5zN5Utkb6bdNGoJPbBtwjOxZI0zKuH9YK3V/s500/Tom%20Lake.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="500" data-original-width="331" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSNlepXsAqWSSs19yVgb9nhVS47A9XILfPAyoMnafATUP7p3RF1ZivXvEqU196-6pa93RnsiOoGyu4f6K7A-CECPPm1Cg0IwrS7xlXbjDoRo7oqUyiorW_69RHsy5fLdxtYtxo4__Ytvfcvtth02Njdq_cH5zN5Utkb6bdNGoJPbBtwjOxZI0zKuH9YK3V/s320/Tom%20Lake.jpg" width="212" /></a></div>I gave <i>Tom Lake</i>, by Ann Patchett, to my daughter and my sister, who had already heard Meryl Streep read the audio version but now has a hard copy to cuddle up with on the couch, like a sloth. It's a mother-daughter story with a production of <i>Our Town</i> in it, perfect for our theatre family. I gave my dad compression socks, but I've been steering books his way all year. <i>Stoner</i> was one of them. I am very, very slowly getting back to real life. But thanking all those books.<p></p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-82836745784103970982023-12-01T17:34:00.002-06:002023-12-01T17:34:29.338-06:00Boring, Oregon<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEixvBqW0m0YNjdxQokHdVbRlyYR-Z93W9v0SSxqDcU3FCoJPcMrxEfwbuoZHKuZuogUZki6rme0iHwq9aZJkdGzspCPGgbfaWA3o1spb2J8TL9khAe0qnXEJLuBffLBAqf3YOwtmt4k6ga23NQkWcTsGgmJsNZl452_tM_eksB9Uvb89eXZo-1paPIzK4L0/s1440/Lola%20and%20Ave,%20Trillium%20Lak4.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1440" data-original-width="1080" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEixvBqW0m0YNjdxQokHdVbRlyYR-Z93W9v0SSxqDcU3FCoJPcMrxEfwbuoZHKuZuogUZki6rme0iHwq9aZJkdGzspCPGgbfaWA3o1spb2J8TL9khAe0qnXEJLuBffLBAqf3YOwtmt4k6ga23NQkWcTsGgmJsNZl452_tM_eksB9Uvb89eXZo-1paPIzK4L0/s320/Lola%20and%20Ave,%20Trillium%20Lak4.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>As a resident of Normal, Illinois, I was delighted to pass through Boring, Oregon on a recent trip to Portland for the birth of my grandbaby! I'm happy to report that Boring* was not boring at all, but a charming town, as was Sandy, Oregon, both on the way to Trillium Lake, pictured here with Lola and her mother (my daughter!) in the foreground and Mount Hood in the background, near sunset, looking golden. It was still white on our way up.<p></p><p>*It's named for a fellow, not a state of mind. And Normal, Illinois is mentioned in the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Boring,_Oregon">Boring, Oregon Wikipedia article</a>!</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7iIu2oFc2lDsBO2a26Tnr7mQIbuVZxyVNVQMuX8WTbcfmtnU1Tac5qbRqgzphr7Hk6tyIx7nqt3tMM00FbZgJw2IB6P-OcUZRkVz97VHQgFz0iYVBqUD3IVQgmKNe_5dO-LHp6NwYunWM9lDrV4TzNyHCYywMlTo5rmMEkeqKF7rqi8SoPBn0e3roPdf1/s1440/Lola%20polar%20bear,%20Trillium%20Lake.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1440" data-original-width="1080" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7iIu2oFc2lDsBO2a26Tnr7mQIbuVZxyVNVQMuX8WTbcfmtnU1Tac5qbRqgzphr7Hk6tyIx7nqt3tMM00FbZgJw2IB6P-OcUZRkVz97VHQgFz0iYVBqUD3IVQgmKNe_5dO-LHp6NwYunWM9lDrV4TzNyHCYywMlTo5rmMEkeqKF7rqi8SoPBn0e3roPdf1/s320/Lola%20polar%20bear,%20Trillium%20Lake.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>And here is Lola as a polar bear. Shortly after this, she had a diaper change and nursed in a warm car. Reality. Golden background or no. It was an absolute delight to be with her. I was present at her birth, a long labor. I held her for hours many nights, so her parents could get some sleep. I did what my mother did for me, with both my children. I was so grateful to be able to do so! And it makes me cry to say so.<p></p><p>I miss my mommy. People, I have to tell you I would stare at the photo of her I sent for her obituary and posted on my Facebook page, and say, "My mommy!" and cry every time, as I am crying now. At first, in the thick of it all, labor, delivery, tending the baby, I just kept going. I knew what to do; it was what she would do. Then grief would surprise me with its whack in the heart. My husband tells me this will keep happening. My heart goes out to all of you who have lost someone dear to you. Especially, if she was a good one, your mother. Mine was. I know I am lucky.</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhBkBkarqCff8sgFEcfL7YppmAOlIQb67gVSkVwIghGrBn_SiQ6cwfzKkTbyNI_ozAtmPsWgBqdqIBu5-X6xqRZyCdryRnmPcVjXYMnLqW88DjXz6DfOtxY90Cj_D73WhBtKBjqc1I_SCsrwAt6ogJijmF2tNRttksoRIiIVkD4XIHF3dvWrBll6m8tpLjq/s1600/Lola%20sleeping.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1600" data-original-width="1200" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhBkBkarqCff8sgFEcfL7YppmAOlIQb67gVSkVwIghGrBn_SiQ6cwfzKkTbyNI_ozAtmPsWgBqdqIBu5-X6xqRZyCdryRnmPcVjXYMnLqW88DjXz6DfOtxY90Cj_D73WhBtKBjqc1I_SCsrwAt6ogJijmF2tNRttksoRIiIVkD4XIHF3dvWrBll6m8tpLjq/s320/Lola%20sleeping.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>Upon my return to Normal, I went to work. I did laundry. I paid utility bills. I tried to catch up on various tasks. I visited my father, who is doing OK. I love to get mail. Good old-fashioned snail mail. But, so far, I have been unable to open the many condolence cards that arrived in my absence, were held at the post office, and got delivered in two bunches on my return. I'm sorry! I will open them eventually, and reply to you, as would my mother. I will probably use the box of cards she had saved, that I found in her house as I was clearing it out in September and October so it could be sold. My father closed on the house on November 1. Lola was born November 4. My mother died November 5. It was a lovely circle, and it makes me 1) weep 2) grateful.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhItnkEDlYI1XWj2cY6Wyw9159gendUnrVttcqMr3j_-9Ok-K8Bya7RuSnNs_y82JRGSmhZf9WhkY2SBmlxRUE50ovVAV1LycJQ91e-4e2rq3VF2Kp9gU6H78dVLLz1A8_qAJvVo8DfHPiniA53sVLjgMvx0zFD44W77vIeTJXAf8xzdHb2itabFGVd6ja6/s1440/Lola%20first%20Thanksgiving.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1440" data-original-width="1080" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhItnkEDlYI1XWj2cY6Wyw9159gendUnrVttcqMr3j_-9Ok-K8Bya7RuSnNs_y82JRGSmhZf9WhkY2SBmlxRUE50ovVAV1LycJQ91e-4e2rq3VF2Kp9gU6H78dVLLz1A8_qAJvVo8DfHPiniA53sVLjgMvx0zFD44W77vIeTJXAf8xzdHb2itabFGVd6ja6/s320/Lola%20first%20Thanksgiving.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>I'm grateful that my sister could travel to Normal while I was gone, and that she slept beside my mother on the night she died. I'm grateful that my dad could be included in a big, lively, joyful Thanksgiving celebration with my brother-in-law's family! And that we had a lovely celebration of our own, in Portland. I'm grateful that my son is perfecting the traditional orange-pretzel salad, a favorite my mom used to make for holiday meals, and that he will be able to come home for Christmas this year.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4iBH2VvQ-2h7jYzRt9wQbIpcszID8uvWlXYs0GWVw023Dd8RIhdadQAK9tYyOumkeuk-B5AT1TO3ihRMaHBY4dBksxB5nUZL6Do7h1zBenPEQrled05IGRtqkz5bwUmYnbGp6MbdeNWV0BAeQgL8C3GTx0y595mvoZdg2mNzP9LTIDymg_0pNgmnbwR-m/s1599/Lola%20first%20car%20ride.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1599" data-original-width="1279" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4iBH2VvQ-2h7jYzRt9wQbIpcszID8uvWlXYs0GWVw023Dd8RIhdadQAK9tYyOumkeuk-B5AT1TO3ihRMaHBY4dBksxB5nUZL6Do7h1zBenPEQrled05IGRtqkz5bwUmYnbGp6MbdeNWV0BAeQgL8C3GTx0y595mvoZdg2mNzP9LTIDymg_0pNgmnbwR-m/s320/Lola%20first%20car%20ride.jpg" width="256" /></a></div>I'm grateful to be boring! To post relentless pictures of my grandchild! Grateful to be a grandmother. It's what my mother was! Both my kids joined me for a Zoom church remembrance of my mom. Grateful for that! And that my brother could also attend, from California. (We'll have a celebration of life later, in warmer weather. In Normal.) I'm grateful that my mom's sister and her daughter came to town the weekend it all came to a crisis, and saw my mom in her last lucid moments, before she seized and slept.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiszuly6vmRHeTBOyXgYLsPrhOTrGILBUMXfBdlM0iG5t0cc3qpKwnkYSGWmS2aykVe6NwXFI1H1QgzYmHPQ1sTmztZs-U5x5Op-lVy2Sz5HvcQGUlTjEVfKhvlSBYvSe-LaJaZ9r7lG8F2aE7YcAOTg-cKlyasDWo1GL83ZfnFZ110W5fwBBR6zpVVsZhk/s1599/Lola%20tiny%20adventurer.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1599" data-original-width="1279" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiszuly6vmRHeTBOyXgYLsPrhOTrGILBUMXfBdlM0iG5t0cc3qpKwnkYSGWmS2aykVe6NwXFI1H1QgzYmHPQ1sTmztZs-U5x5Op-lVy2Sz5HvcQGUlTjEVfKhvlSBYvSe-LaJaZ9r7lG8F2aE7YcAOTg-cKlyasDWo1GL83ZfnFZ110W5fwBBR6zpVVsZhk/s320/Lola%20tiny%20adventurer.jpg" width="256" /></a></div>And now this next adventure, navigating grief. I'm starting with evasion, leaving those letters sealed, doing chores, decorating for Christmas, but, as my dad said, I have to "go through it," and we will. Together and on our own. In my case, some poems are coming, to rescue me. Words are suddenly rolling out, not quite randomly.<p></p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-9041516180723843372023-11-16T12:21:00.000-06:002023-11-16T12:21:15.193-06:00Peacock Crossing<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjSNvfTgpBpvaTjpW0ldEX9StFx5BmG0mFzkVlVuMIyJU1LiBxernQE_rHgMsXfrEYv8kUc1Jjjd5eQF1m8U959rxKZFTkngteKAC-ggJG59l-CcReuM-ADys2Ifg1PIsHs9vYhDQCDrQzXzHPDboxFJXjbk8yNY2eg6FqI6pWoTrlcF0Qu9NhqILZpU7Lb" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1440" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjSNvfTgpBpvaTjpW0ldEX9StFx5BmG0mFzkVlVuMIyJU1LiBxernQE_rHgMsXfrEYv8kUc1Jjjd5eQF1m8U959rxKZFTkngteKAC-ggJG59l-CcReuM-ADys2Ifg1PIsHs9vYhDQCDrQzXzHPDboxFJXjbk8yNY2eg6FqI6pWoTrlcF0Qu9NhqILZpU7Lb" width="180" /></a></div>We knew a peacock was crossing the road behind us because a dog was barking at it. Bret turned to look and pointed it out to us, as we prepared to cross the one busy road on our neighborhood walk here in the SE quarter of Portland, OR. Another neighborhood walk is planned for today, a sunny day, timed with the baby's nap after a feeding, as she loves sleeping in the stroller on a jiggly walk. I love being a new grandma. It is helping me continue to accept my mother's death, in part because I am doing the things she did for me, when she came to help with both my babies. I am continuing a motherly tradition, and wearing my Mother Road hat to shield my blue eyes from the sun.<p></p><p>Baby Lola's eyes will probably be brown. Both parents have dark brown hair and brown eyes. But maybe not. Green eyes appear in Bret's family, and Lola currently has auburn hair. His grandpa had dark red hair. Wouldn't that be a delight? </p><p>I had a poem accepted for the Claude Monet issue of <i>Poetry East</i>. It is, of course, a mother poem, as well as a Monet poem. It's titled "Bridge." I was gazing at lots of the "Bridge Over the Lily Pond" paintings and anticipating my mother's death. Right now I am simply gathering lines that come to me in my poetry composition notebook, brought along on the trip, along with my daily diary, a dream journal, and a tiny reading journal. I am reading and writing steadily, in snippets between baby holdings and diaper changes.</p><p style="text-align: center;"></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEg1W7UtCq1dQHkFNnsQvFASJvqtoGhRWN0_VKS83uTZcHn8sxqtKibGZamZIMyIv7FwyWP31KjKgjbYdbaDDh8512QwzqYyAigVlvjQ4d4nM6yQ4rOF-b9daCu3HW_qYp6y5s9IPChULabLCoHMXE7fdYWtuwExEN0-89JQcUyrwK9PTQwN1aXAos0-9L9O" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="1200" data-original-width="1600" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEg1W7UtCq1dQHkFNnsQvFASJvqtoGhRWN0_VKS83uTZcHn8sxqtKibGZamZIMyIv7FwyWP31KjKgjbYdbaDDh8512QwzqYyAigVlvjQ4d4nM6yQ4rOF-b9daCu3HW_qYp6y5s9IPChULabLCoHMXE7fdYWtuwExEN0-89JQcUyrwK9PTQwN1aXAos0-9L9O" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;">Lola's father is excellent at diaper changes and sleep swaddling. Here he is, and here she is, swaddled with a little white noise machine near her head. My daughter is doing well, healing, nursing, walking, creating new routines. She plans outings, so we have been to a park and a garden where we saw many ducks, a flock of geese that rose from a pond, circled it, and resettled, and a bald eagle in a treetop.</span></div><p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEh0U3TgkkK6cTm0sFIITT6ZpQ-d55rpMPuiWCMd9k2n9oOH35AN3rxogC5-_bzxXdVfIbVUGQ3IvZNM4cHVDkLChi9pjReaGYKNBio2pOuthF3AsY1JI_7XIL9ES0cI3-sMsymkFSeS0qridrqwK8JFEnhQF-_5oE_i94bed9x_4LypWrWOsbPAcVuxYGWk" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="1440" data-original-width="1080" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEh0U3TgkkK6cTm0sFIITT6ZpQ-d55rpMPuiWCMd9k2n9oOH35AN3rxogC5-_bzxXdVfIbVUGQ3IvZNM4cHVDkLChi9pjReaGYKNBio2pOuthF3AsY1JI_7XIL9ES0cI3-sMsymkFSeS0qridrqwK8JFEnhQF-_5oE_i94bed9x_4LypWrWOsbPAcVuxYGWk" width="180" /></a></div>Another outing was to <a href="https://www.doedonuts.com/">Doe Donuts</a>, which I highly recommend if you go to Portland, a town well known for donuts as well as Powell's Books! We all loved the whipped-cream topped donuts called Portland Fog! Their logo has a sweet doe, but I don't have a picture of that. And while Doe Donuts doesn't love day-old donuts, I do. Another favorite was cranberry lime.<p></p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-24342401434651792122023-11-07T16:01:00.000-06:002023-11-07T16:01:01.174-06:00Peacock on the Roof<p> </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhOK25DxwWkVByxbad45ixJByC0r2AP251eoyiJYnnri7WP-R-oOk4ktR49qBn-A4pRVsUzBz-Ie2epf6HEKnIeMazwbyrx0VT_po5-IR3BLyT3KGsuogc2-UUB-mXJ_Gw5f---YMZQIKkSuH6wpDYdHHYkDoQtndlWLui_FM42aU3r8vXWCzrM6Icyz--Y" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="1440" data-original-width="1080" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhOK25DxwWkVByxbad45ixJByC0r2AP251eoyiJYnnri7WP-R-oOk4ktR49qBn-A4pRVsUzBz-Ie2epf6HEKnIeMazwbyrx0VT_po5-IR3BLyT3KGsuogc2-UUB-mXJ_Gw5f---YMZQIKkSuH6wpDYdHHYkDoQtndlWLui_FM42aU3r8vXWCzrM6Icyz--Y" width="180" /></a></div>It's a beautiful day in Portland, Oregon, sunny, with bright fall leaves blowing down and gray clouds massing in the distance, after days of rain, and that's a peacock on the roof. I came here to help my daughter have a baby, and that has indeed happened. A beautiful baby named Lola, 8 lbs, 12 oz, 22 inches long. So far, she likes to sleep in the daytime and keep her parents awake from 10 p.m. to 2 a.m., like lots of babies who sleep while the mother is active by day and kick around nocturnally. I am happy to hold this baby and stare at her. The activity that rocked her to sleep in the womb included a daily neighborhood walk that I got to do with the family a couple times before the birth, and that's where the peacocks come in. Just as there is a flock of wild turkeys back at home, or trail turkeys, since they walk the Constitution Trail as well as the neighborhoods, here there is a flock of wild peacocks. Or you might say a pride of peacocks, a muster of peacocks, or an ostentation of peacocks. Although these local peacocks are quite modest and unostentatious. Shortly after getting this picture through my son's window, I got to witness this one fly gently down to earth.<p></p><p>Then time stood still, as they say, suspended itself, and we had days of labor in a hospital room. The baby was born, and then my mother died, as if she had been waiting for the baby to come into the world before she went out of it.</p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-84279912032461212352023-10-30T22:49:00.003-05:002023-10-30T22:49:31.245-05:00Empty Shelves<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7CkjJjgjiscR4L0OtVW6dXsrIyq6qW_eBloJrMF3v89TXK_fW79aPZtUjy48i9plyd5UAYX9bfcGTNlEDWBnEzvcbQq64w9ZMYKQUdZXVXs8czT4Go8y12hifVJpxXzOIXxlrCpanK2wx5FQ4DOJN0NuDk3F391xOW8tOwVgt_yrgBlVW2VrBIHC7p4HJ/s1920/Bookshelves,%20empty.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1440" data-original-width="1920" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7CkjJjgjiscR4L0OtVW6dXsrIyq6qW_eBloJrMF3v89TXK_fW79aPZtUjy48i9plyd5UAYX9bfcGTNlEDWBnEzvcbQq64w9ZMYKQUdZXVXs8czT4Go8y12hifVJpxXzOIXxlrCpanK2wx5FQ4DOJN0NuDk3F391xOW8tOwVgt_yrgBlVW2VrBIHC7p4HJ/s320/Bookshelves,%20empty.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />What a difficult and sweet, sad and joyous time it has been. We cleared out the house with the help of friends and family. I never thought I'd see these bookshelves empty of books. And today we moved my fierce and feisty mother into hospice care. I'm glad I got to spend some quiet time with her in the hospital and that I got to see her moved safely into the hands of calm, experienced people who will help my dad through whatever is to come next. <p></p><p>The full impact of losing my mom--a gradual and imminent process--hit me as I drove down the driveway of my childhood home for the last time. The empty house...was her. </p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5qwhNZ3EmERjPzDHXO_NW4fZDY3p1qAuEI1q2ZyuIUq4d-jgao-rWB2iSMlZSpDR2Qfy8BEodTtWBsCo30oFWSLnvXdJCC3zM7spbjYBK-hAx3Lz0RFDVsz4A7LDEIsGfuu71AskGpuoOja6AUC27cGXHZWS52VxrsqQiTT6G_OFUOKpFNpZ-x-YB55yo/s1024/Mom%20with%20stick.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1024" data-original-width="768" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5qwhNZ3EmERjPzDHXO_NW4fZDY3p1qAuEI1q2ZyuIUq4d-jgao-rWB2iSMlZSpDR2Qfy8BEodTtWBsCo30oFWSLnvXdJCC3zM7spbjYBK-hAx3Lz0RFDVsz4A7LDEIsGfuu71AskGpuoOja6AUC27cGXHZWS52VxrsqQiTT6G_OFUOKpFNpZ-x-YB55yo/s320/Mom%20with%20stick.jpg" width="240" /></a></div><br />And this is her, too!<p></p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-84897780339249531892023-10-27T16:11:00.000-05:002023-10-27T16:11:54.662-05:00All Around Me<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEicxEYquPHPPjpc_NLyRjFfhq8mjLQY4QN-rY-MlziSYxOiBcCwyCNi-17uPq9hyphenhyphent2BkDIzd_m2-3M8PhUff52XqBgoa-MJ1Nt9OYN0GZ1Lxo3vF6PW8dJmMfPzB4ZWxr_2-iOzw1mTuqj7yqZVcQ8qhSfKoVSmpmyoKfxRERqrKXa0nIBKSuiWRXJYxz2f/s1920/Nasturtiums%20at%20Little%20Free%20Library.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1440" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEicxEYquPHPPjpc_NLyRjFfhq8mjLQY4QN-rY-MlziSYxOiBcCwyCNi-17uPq9hyphenhyphent2BkDIzd_m2-3M8PhUff52XqBgoa-MJ1Nt9OYN0GZ1Lxo3vF6PW8dJmMfPzB4ZWxr_2-iOzw1mTuqj7yqZVcQ8qhSfKoVSmpmyoKfxRERqrKXa0nIBKSuiWRXJYxz2f/s320/Nasturtiums%20at%20Little%20Free%20Library.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>All around me, so much beauty, the fall happening in sunshine and rain. I've been so busy, so preoccupied. I am clearing out my parents' home, giving things away. So many people have helped, and are still helping! My brother and his wife, her brothers with trucks! Now my sister is coming, and her husband, with a truck! Two Men and a Truck came, such hardworking guys! Recycling Furniture for Families. Habitat for Humanity, their Home ReStore. Friends baking cookies for an event Saturday afternoon. Friends helping with moral support and labor. I am so grateful. And the <a href="https://kathleenkirkpoetry.blogspot.com/2023/10/my-nasturtiums.html">nasturtiums</a> are still blooming!<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj9jm1gE1DSf8DWuheGPNvll1A35_SZhxJxuEUo0ryWLPGiHZrvQNvE3PUt8eMuhoV0grMLGzsR1-WOs7jwoihiLi7rhGE1O27eDmVPQjSLZIE01tfihVlZUPEFir1-DEeIHU-zeUaTdFXK8GyzJb7HDP2TOCrGQJCRlxNnq5ia2XbptBjQKJC3SHqeUSnv/s1920/Nasturtiums%20still%20blooming%20Oct.%2027,%202023.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1440" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj9jm1gE1DSf8DWuheGPNvll1A35_SZhxJxuEUo0ryWLPGiHZrvQNvE3PUt8eMuhoV0grMLGzsR1-WOs7jwoihiLi7rhGE1O27eDmVPQjSLZIE01tfihVlZUPEFir1-DEeIHU-zeUaTdFXK8GyzJb7HDP2TOCrGQJCRlxNnq5ia2XbptBjQKJC3SHqeUSnv/s320/Nasturtiums%20still%20blooming%20Oct.%2027,%202023.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>Meanwhile, I am still working, still editing. The poetry has mostly been set aside, but today I was revising two poems, and that felt good. My printer broke, and ironically these would go to a snail mail publication. But I have let so many deadlines pass during this necessary time of other work. A <a href="https://bcrossing.org/portal/">poem</a> came out, in <i><a href="https://bcrossing.org/fall-2023/">Border Crossing</a></i>. Other poems were (kindly) rejected. Again, gratitude.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7H-hWPH4kmH4wq3ZhyphenhyphenexY49F5w-nj6cTg5i_sCRAEpnLfuL0soYYpRebEJcRtM7Ttkm8S4-GHsKZ-WbHWMkGUSf834w2ABHl3WP9jvJfh2DIAFFLRHRxTfROXseXHZsvpS8Tnsf3dK-MN2LC6E3iiHn1hx6sEHSf0e98eJfH6o2HXTtjOhC6A6F7RZOcx/s1920/Nasturtiums,%20hiding%20Oct.%2027,%202023.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1440" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7H-hWPH4kmH4wq3ZhyphenhyphenexY49F5w-nj6cTg5i_sCRAEpnLfuL0soYYpRebEJcRtM7Ttkm8S4-GHsKZ-WbHWMkGUSf834w2ABHl3WP9jvJfh2DIAFFLRHRxTfROXseXHZsvpS8Tnsf3dK-MN2LC6E3iiHn1hx6sEHSf0e98eJfH6o2HXTtjOhC6A6F7RZOcx/s320/Nasturtiums,%20hiding%20Oct.%2027,%202023.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>Other people's fathers are failing, dying. Other people's mothers. The trouble continues in Ukraine, in Gaza, elsewhere. So much suffering continues. Yet my time has felt suspended, even as tasks went on. <p></p><p>These nasturtiums are hiding under an umbrella of leaves. So am I, maybe.</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdwwTTTXW9kd70-quxt5Ub1pY7AjMt_g4VpvLTEM717qlDTRdzScIWUOv_O85TX1A_BFExEjfRog-PNFUVkj9vVV3x04wNmLjB8rb3nJGB8ypmZfpvNrGUu4n2HYqlayhI4idCFdvIhvAKHectR0kQv0F99PwGqyh_6fUl0ZmpBoQVk_JuK2bloTxUrlSd/s1920/Burning%20bush.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1440" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdwwTTTXW9kd70-quxt5Ub1pY7AjMt_g4VpvLTEM717qlDTRdzScIWUOv_O85TX1A_BFExEjfRog-PNFUVkj9vVV3x04wNmLjB8rb3nJGB8ypmZfpvNrGUu4n2HYqlayhI4idCFdvIhvAKHectR0kQv0F99PwGqyh_6fUl0ZmpBoQVk_JuK2bloTxUrlSd/s320/Burning%20bush.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>But I led a board meeting, I met with a banker, I did an all-day work training on mental health in older adults. Met with co-workers to plan a Death Cafe. I am feeding the neighbor's cat. Packing to go help my daughter have a baby! It all somehow gets done.<p></p><p>Meanwhile, the burning bush went red! </p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-66035539909173925402023-10-01T08:07:00.000-05:002023-10-01T08:07:59.564-05:00My Nasturtiums<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjyKSqPZaEfPQ_ko_QK8863XfEI7lXBosRWqyf9SUzQ6Vzzhrudx_w2U_Z6mLLlU6mR48FYagE_n0Xtx9YzQ9FLFCRD_FGrMZmaV_SRofGBZB6YmU2CCDbwRGirj3R2y-hwwf1x1R7kpDM8ucjCpgUJLTA0D2GGpRRln_HMP1NyREq1dD1YZ3bf7X5Eo9pY/s1206/My%20Nasturtiums,%20September%202023,%20photo%20by%20Ken%20Kashian.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1206" data-original-width="895" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjyKSqPZaEfPQ_ko_QK8863XfEI7lXBosRWqyf9SUzQ6Vzzhrudx_w2U_Z6mLLlU6mR48FYagE_n0Xtx9YzQ9FLFCRD_FGrMZmaV_SRofGBZB6YmU2CCDbwRGirj3R2y-hwwf1x1R7kpDM8ucjCpgUJLTA0D2GGpRRln_HMP1NyREq1dD1YZ3bf7X5Eo9pY/s320/My%20Nasturtiums,%20September%202023,%20photo%20by%20Ken%20Kashian.jpg" width="237" /></a></div>Sometime in the middle of the summer I planted nasturtiums and marigolds from seed along the fence, and they have been gloriously blooming all September, and now it's October! There's a tiny nasturtium patch blooming under the Little Free Library for Iris Harley, who would be 5 now--next year to be joined by white anemone. Almost everything in my yard is native or perennial or I harvest seeds from one year to plant the next. Chicory and Queen Anne's Lace come on their own.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwPC4hREILmgaYi39TjIHl4Zs-3Kt5VUQJYJRRWfBvK3XuGVnVrYiKmnRQjEX9gwP0Uq1SpoKurHpBy1BaMpt4fLkvEPQ4uULegnRyPpF6DQamEiA_sz2QMZJHB1-Ma3Js7FPo_Tnhdz_fzNvw60P5hHxfgNiVDLf-CndfLJvpS1VUoFo4sFGvQz8N9nHq/s1206/Nasturtium%20curled%20stem,%20Kashian.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1206" data-original-width="804" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwPC4hREILmgaYi39TjIHl4Zs-3Kt5VUQJYJRRWfBvK3XuGVnVrYiKmnRQjEX9gwP0Uq1SpoKurHpBy1BaMpt4fLkvEPQ4uULegnRyPpF6DQamEiA_sz2QMZJHB1-Ma3Js7FPo_Tnhdz_fzNvw60P5hHxfgNiVDLf-CndfLJvpS1VUoFo4sFGvQz8N9nHq/s320/Nasturtium%20curled%20stem,%20Kashian.jpg" width="213" /></a></div>My friend Ken Kashian, photographer, asked if he could have some leaves and blooms for a photo project. Yes, come over! He did. These are his photos. This one, which reminds me of a ballet dancer, is my new Facebook profile picture. The delicacy and light in these photographs are helping me, sustaining me. September has been a hard month, emotionally. My mother was in the hospital for a week and has now been released to memory care, where we are gradually adorning her room with comfortable, familiar, and beautiful things. Visits are brief. She's doing OK.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhmbKI4QKHoG4liOL2R_3-fmO-Ib0Y9qAcISEP0zJ5cL-SDe_-SYNmbKjY829c7RM4l3hFeO25YTf0n7RGec7kn2uAOo-stP_mZZZNgjlkoEH1lxIVOObO6tgYvOuIJZasgtRwRdHc1XHGl9_AH_8Jpw3b0FSVPq5ufWYhlm1MGcpdwU3YB-E2Y2SJiHRsV/s1206/Nasturtum,%20single,%20by%20Ken%20Kashian%20from%20my%20September%20blooms.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1206" data-original-width="875" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhmbKI4QKHoG4liOL2R_3-fmO-Ib0Y9qAcISEP0zJ5cL-SDe_-SYNmbKjY829c7RM4l3hFeO25YTf0n7RGec7kn2uAOo-stP_mZZZNgjlkoEH1lxIVOObO6tgYvOuIJZasgtRwRdHc1XHGl9_AH_8Jpw3b0FSVPq5ufWYhlm1MGcpdwU3YB-E2Y2SJiHRsV/s320/Nasturtum,%20single,%20by%20Ken%20Kashian%20from%20my%20September%20blooms.jpg" width="232" /></a></div>My brother and his wife have been here, visiting family and helping me clear out the family home. Heavy lifting! Husband helping, too, and yesterday he transported about a dozen boxes to Books to Benefit. Books, paintings, clothing, kitchen things, pretty things, music, and eventually furniture will all be finding new homes. (Let me know if you need anything! We might have it!) Dusty sorting, nostalgia, family photos...<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjtvuWo4D2-YS8hrmoss5TzTVMKJFmhiUh4SlYha2zWchT3KN6aXYVwSILIBufmxpy-KQ1jIFTR0ePxh-F6DBWjEcfFalb5t7IE2kgywl1PzWEl9lUiVgv4x1tCxazoWXErjm4udnbfHvHhGqb1josOP3gAhPrVsXhrkR-sHfb1kkOoZ0yhXQDIT9gMsq4b/s1440/Nasturtiums,%20a%20pair.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1440" data-original-width="1000" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjtvuWo4D2-YS8hrmoss5TzTVMKJFmhiUh4SlYha2zWchT3KN6aXYVwSILIBufmxpy-KQ1jIFTR0ePxh-F6DBWjEcfFalb5t7IE2kgywl1PzWEl9lUiVgv4x1tCxazoWXErjm4udnbfHvHhGqb1josOP3gAhPrVsXhrkR-sHfb1kkOoZ0yhXQDIT9gMsq4b/s320/Nasturtiums,%20a%20pair.jpg" width="222" /></a></div>My father is coping, grieving, raging, and, perhaps, relaxing a bit. Maybe some stress will fall off. Maybe he can make new social patterns. The university archivist took 26 boxes of his papers--teaching materials, publications, plays, drafts, authored books... There is so much more left to sort in the house. I am exhausted in all the ways. But imagine him--his whole life gone, the marriage torn, two frail loving people, near but apart.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEht5zMyue6hLg36-0bMejl4kV6L8IauhYiE3MgywPHq2S2m5CLZJWTlkz-V8HeL2jX0bu_5npTk72cwclDZo3tsK0JT_A36SgBQsPcKuR2GgnOHEpmjRiQ6qmtLS6EYr70ojOnvTOudFoK8vcgR9QaAC7_uM01QGnAp4UM2Wc2inNQOiauLOFdrpgEnUozi/s1600/Nasturtium%20closeup.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1096" data-original-width="1600" height="219" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEht5zMyue6hLg36-0bMejl4kV6L8IauhYiE3MgywPHq2S2m5CLZJWTlkz-V8HeL2jX0bu_5npTk72cwclDZo3tsK0JT_A36SgBQsPcKuR2GgnOHEpmjRiQ6qmtLS6EYr70ojOnvTOudFoK8vcgR9QaAC7_uM01QGnAp4UM2Wc2inNQOiauLOFdrpgEnUozi/s320/Nasturtium%20closeup.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />Friends, as well as family, are helping in supportive and practical ways. I am so grateful. And a special joy this weekend was our houseguest, fiber artist Pat Kroth, here for the Sugar Creek Arts Festival--and, a nice surprise for her, a double award winner! One of the awards is for art that uses recycled materials. I am happy to say that some of her future art will include a watercolor silk dress from my mom, and some of her skinny jeans!<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjMdJwoFr2uuPgEAYT9xUjQolCUzgo8k-nAoWWaEPW5mGfwW3RUXkHxDoqR22EuYn7ArucAJ8cAds17-o8w3ixOi-r_j-wW2zImKmkVnTcyTMv1t2t43uvalUamPLY_-h5fvk-7iXQ9qWc4kDJvy65fh6f40ez0n9tIxSjdkQcGD-jK_ZnB1Sm3EHBCF2Ds/s1206/Nasturtiums,%20blue%20light%20Kashian.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1206" data-original-width="895" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjMdJwoFr2uuPgEAYT9xUjQolCUzgo8k-nAoWWaEPW5mGfwW3RUXkHxDoqR22EuYn7ArucAJ8cAds17-o8w3ixOi-r_j-wW2zImKmkVnTcyTMv1t2t43uvalUamPLY_-h5fvk-7iXQ9qWc4kDJvy65fh6f40ez0n9tIxSjdkQcGD-jK_ZnB1Sm3EHBCF2Ds/s320/Nasturtiums,%20blue%20light%20Kashian.jpg" width="237" /></a></div>For the first time in a long time, I reached for my poetry drafting notebook, to capture two lines that came to me suddenly: "Remember the knife / and the tiny spoon." These are a cake knife and a salt spoon, brought home from the farmhouse--the spoon because it is so tiny and charming, the knife in case I bake a cake. But who knows what they will be in the eventual poem? It is assembling itself in fragments. "Will there be a piano?" I don't know where it will go next.<p></p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-33463531466347615252023-09-16T13:13:00.003-05:002023-09-17T09:42:46.395-05:00Mother Tree<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh23kGlTikEMeNAMWhHw-ERaWdLB_oRRYfN_7TFZf8wJppKh1Whxqzx7hSpA1DPtl4eHVwzYoA8u8xrWZqad87u48gRZGgDHIx564H-ZAQhIaIBmYxomgAw4I9dx1vJRL8QOQMBatp6v3oXCrroiy_cHy92cDp148u1GwKUapvHPbG52sJXuJB8j4Q_oLJG/s1920/Mother%20Tree,%20door%20again.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1440" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh23kGlTikEMeNAMWhHw-ERaWdLB_oRRYfN_7TFZf8wJppKh1Whxqzx7hSpA1DPtl4eHVwzYoA8u8xrWZqad87u48gRZGgDHIx564H-ZAQhIaIBmYxomgAw4I9dx1vJRL8QOQMBatp6v3oXCrroiy_cHy92cDp148u1GwKUapvHPbG52sJXuJB8j4Q_oLJG/s320/Mother%20Tree,%20door%20again.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>I guess this is what I am doing in the way of poetry lately: a Mother Tree. Visual, 3D poetry--a small branch anchored in a vase with glass pebbles, hung with ornaments from her life: earrings, baby bracelets, a nostalgic love pin nestling in the tree as if K-I-S-S-I-N-G. There are two tiny skulls to represent her parents, who lived with my parents for a time in their old age. So did my dad's grandfather, at one point. My folks were very generous people, also taking in a high school student, whose parents moved his senior year, and a young man from Mali. They are living now in a retirement community, in independent living but with lots of home health care, and I am slowly but surely clearing out the family home while it is for sale. Lots of laundering, donating, recycling, redistributing, and rearranging. I feel like my mom! <p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj95csFsYn7nYcpbJTTW3IIIu2WHm1UrTMkkIVt7mhiP7I_OyDK2RulLtw_EQPCdy-k-UMXvrIOXutNhZeG-Z5efZNsxHuG-jYlWKH56_DI2n4uHtTEpOCncza15muGsIbONLU_qXAH5A-UfswhZGao5ATll3FNWe_RUUUA28yKx-UrTA7s86DsY-Ea-euY/s1920/Mother%20Tree%20detail,%20boy%20baby%20bracelet.jpg" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1920" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj95csFsYn7nYcpbJTTW3IIIu2WHm1UrTMkkIVt7mhiP7I_OyDK2RulLtw_EQPCdy-k-UMXvrIOXutNhZeG-Z5efZNsxHuG-jYlWKH56_DI2n4uHtTEpOCncza15muGsIbONLU_qXAH5A-UfswhZGao5ATll3FNWe_RUUUA28yKx-UrTA7s86DsY-Ea-euY/s320/Mother%20Tree%20detail,%20boy%20baby%20bracelet.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>There is a silver chain with an apple on it, from when my mom retired from teaching, and a silver gavel, probably from her years with the local teachers' union. My brother's blue baby bracelet hangs near the latter.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVf1ZkTPMS6r8Kq5rdy40Rh9MEGLnAygbiN2iLbTYWzjahXkSKYCNfCI7D7E7Kelt_bS5CzjGIhQYc9mKA-aOjSIv-QRT9lzEBjYBooBCz4w-UnGe2gNSloayaFaQAYL5gmQtlvbL3seImON1lumvZG_pYlmsS0Zafn16Ad1qwzgQqOdxY-PFCa7v_UwHy/s1920/Mother%20Tree%20detail,%20girl%20baby%20bracelets.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1920" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVf1ZkTPMS6r8Kq5rdy40Rh9MEGLnAygbiN2iLbTYWzjahXkSKYCNfCI7D7E7Kelt_bS5CzjGIhQYc9mKA-aOjSIv-QRT9lzEBjYBooBCz4w-UnGe2gNSloayaFaQAYL5gmQtlvbL3seImON1lumvZG_pYlmsS0Zafn16Ad1qwzgQqOdxY-PFCa7v_UwHy/s320/Mother%20Tree%20detail,%20girl%20baby%20bracelets.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>My sister and I have pink baby bracelets, and near them I have hung one of my own earrings, a favorite, the mate lost, pink stones, one in the shape of a heart.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgPis2AoSngMoazWlmHoi-0S-h8u7tZ7zxvX6D9skG0pqrLuIpO1LV2N2kha86TQL7i8RDnniRAF5pktFVADDWibl6ORDuop1eWdygUHLl-925irQMKiCjBrCNfYrnpcOw5XNWO9OAz6bthNDGhOfM1vblV12yJ_DDKZFrhB3g-PM1BzELLOlJT8f79q_5Y/s1920/Mother%20Tree,%20September%202023,%20in%20front%20of%20door.jpg" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1920" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgPis2AoSngMoazWlmHoi-0S-h8u7tZ7zxvX6D9skG0pqrLuIpO1LV2N2kha86TQL7i8RDnniRAF5pktFVADDWibl6ORDuop1eWdygUHLl-925irQMKiCjBrCNfYrnpcOw5XNWO9OAz6bthNDGhOfM1vblV12yJ_DDKZFrhB3g-PM1BzELLOlJT8f79q_5Y/s320/Mother%20Tree,%20September%202023,%20in%20front%20of%20door.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>There is a found earring (like a found poem!), a sort of mask, chosen for the Mother Tree because of her work in the theatre. Her mother's hospital bracelet, or her own (?), hangs around the vase itself.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjecTbNuYvAlBlZkmt92k9C08I_cV1dtfoEgJq2O_bRdVcQYXJTShyUR9xssWt3tKeb_ijp3hPSMyPQsXmk_nw_FYe1cF2-gAueWpCnJqlgqazXTgWxts6RDdIhBmdhpKtB9d0LjxWOAMY3pMKesuRyCzKdJA-8eZyN7sOVlK1gaDiq_bAEfPgvF0fdzxDG/s1920/Mother%20Tree,%20door,%20closeup.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1440" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjecTbNuYvAlBlZkmt92k9C08I_cV1dtfoEgJq2O_bRdVcQYXJTShyUR9xssWt3tKeb_ijp3hPSMyPQsXmk_nw_FYe1cF2-gAueWpCnJqlgqazXTgWxts6RDdIhBmdhpKtB9d0LjxWOAMY3pMKesuRyCzKdJA-8eZyN7sOVlK1gaDiq_bAEfPgvF0fdzxDG/s320/Mother%20Tree,%20door,%20closeup.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>I loved making my Mother Tree. I did it instead of church last Sunday morning. It was a way to relieve stress, honor my mom, and felt spiritual, to be sure. It was a way to rest, after all the cleaning. It was a way to take things from tiny boxes and let them live again. I thank Connie Shannon for the inspiration. She made a "tiny beautiful things" tree this past spring when Heartland Theatre was doing the play <i>Tiny Beautiful Things</i>, based on the Cheryl Strayed book. It became part of a library display for the production, and then library workers loved it so much it became part of ongoing displays all through the summer!<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEheAfcr0nbXbG805SOKoU6g9rG6HKqmC4zXgI4-PuCpavvfTcaNnAvg8RZf8i3bj8i0G1WmWWaBL7EMMQMJilgVIZrxzQwGSLPlu0grljwPm08wp7-sL-YPOcSWrKqa5IUqD_GwuWTct2Xp_mfuB29Ayy9oj0a9YujtAfb5kg2b2EyUJ5pg--eomKV7LBpF/s1920/Mother%20Tree%20on%20stand%20under%20painting.jpg" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1920" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEheAfcr0nbXbG805SOKoU6g9rG6HKqmC4zXgI4-PuCpavvfTcaNnAvg8RZf8i3bj8i0G1WmWWaBL7EMMQMJilgVIZrxzQwGSLPlu0grljwPm08wp7-sL-YPOcSWrKqa5IUqD_GwuWTct2Xp_mfuB29Ayy9oj0a9YujtAfb5kg2b2EyUJ5pg--eomKV7LBpF/s320/Mother%20Tree%20on%20stand%20under%20painting.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>Here is my Mother Tree where it lives now, on a stand at the top of the stairs, with a stack of books, under a painting by my husband. He knocked it over this morning, coming out of the bedroom, but I was able to restore it (and slightly reposition it, to avoid this in the future!). It's fragile but able to be rehung or added to, as needed. There might be more mateless earrings to come....<p></p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-90640813855703927492023-08-27T13:22:00.000-05:002023-08-27T13:22:26.505-05:00Furious Cooking<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhiZrN0JihZWX6OT71KMGyhrexPDeH0_4D7sngA3jyrkH0CsG6hVg6oohGB3GxxnyeQ5axAaU7rzRddWHGLHLO4lNQe8pFrG7VStqJWghbkWK9i2fpn2IX5CSi7RhbCQXkZHeFcFKvVz4fOmSdKLeJQKw9wUFrWr4zCktBtGMgy8HXPJp7gAPNuGzAQKzN8/s4000/Maureen%20Seaton%20books.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3000" data-original-width="4000" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhiZrN0JihZWX6OT71KMGyhrexPDeH0_4D7sngA3jyrkH0CsG6hVg6oohGB3GxxnyeQ5axAaU7rzRddWHGLHLO4lNQe8pFrG7VStqJWghbkWK9i2fpn2IX5CSi7RhbCQXkZHeFcFKvVz4fOmSdKLeJQKw9wUFrWr4zCktBtGMgy8HXPJp7gAPNuGzAQKzN8/s320/Maureen%20Seaton%20books.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />If I were doing the Sealey Challenge this year, I would embark on a re-reading of the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maureen_Seaton">Maureen Seaton</a> books in my possession, having just learned of her death. I met her in Chicago and took a seminar with her, and she was an inspiration. She encouraged me to send some prose poems to <i><a href="https://www.ohio.edu/cas/quarter-after-eight">Quarter After Eight</a></i>, where they were taken. It became a favorite journal of mine, full of the challenging and unexpected. <p></p><p>I would probably start with <i>Furious Cooking</i>.</p><p>Sadly, I am not doing the Sealey Challenge this year--voraciously reading a book of poems a day in August--because daily life has gotten a bit too complicated by caregiving, though resting with poetry might have helped. The heat wave did not. Now I think of throwing my ivy comforter on this wooden glider, putting the stack of Seaton books beside me, and at least leafing through, pausing here and there to concentrate on a poem. But the afternoon is spoken for.</p><p>Yesterday morning, I tabled for the local Democrats at the annual Sweet Corn Circus, having many great conversations with people who stopped by, and giving away a lot of children's sunglasses, pencils, pens that are also styluses, and buttons. We heard the whistle that meant the sweet corn was cooked and ready for eating. Gammi Phi Circus performers stopped by our booth for candy. On my way out, I saw their performance space, with young kids rolling around their pool inside giant blow-up plastic balls. It was a delight. Then I took my mom to Urgent Care, as when I went to change her wound dressing, I found the wound was infected. Sigh....</p><p>That's kind of how each day goes now.</p><p>Here, at least, are some random poem titles from <i>Furious Cooking</i>, to give you a sense of, well, everything. And its pertinence:</p><p>"After Sinead O'Connor Appears on <i>Saturday Night Live</i>, the Pope"</p><p>"A Constant Dissolution of Molecules"</p><p>"Self-Portrait with Disasters"</p><p>"The Man Who Killed Himself to Avoid August"</p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-89085115943009452062023-08-05T11:22:00.001-05:002023-08-05T11:22:28.476-05:00My Midge<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjHJVeiWZcCO2i-LDQ7G-Op3wbznwJhP5UxSFBmVHQxXUYTKAgdrXBClFrh-LhoPAiOSr5wLlu87x5FGsDbU0kRYHRFXl6vkaqML2f9N7S6HGVKwjzNjRQJD2lyPQhC3edztDWHEYkLd3YW0tFwIgFD0Dgl-QBg5nMSNtXnqOg5tEGIkCaWhpw2sQMiPCcu/s1920/Midge%20and%20a%20book%20hedgehog.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1440" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjHJVeiWZcCO2i-LDQ7G-Op3wbznwJhP5UxSFBmVHQxXUYTKAgdrXBClFrh-LhoPAiOSr5wLlu87x5FGsDbU0kRYHRFXl6vkaqML2f9N7S6HGVKwjzNjRQJD2lyPQhC3edztDWHEYkLd3YW0tFwIgFD0Dgl-QBg5nMSNtXnqOg5tEGIkCaWhpw2sQMiPCcu/s320/Midge%20and%20a%20book%20hedgehog.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>My Midge doll is not pregnant. She is simply Barbie's best friend, and my case is a (pink) Barbie & Midge case. She has freckles and brown hair. Here she is with a book hedgehog in the background, wearing fairly sensible yellow heels (sturdy squarish, not spike heels; and they are also square-toed. The kind I myself might wear, if there were a yellow opportunity!) Yes, we saw the <i>Barbie</i> movie last night. Went with my sister, visiting from Nebraska, and my husband, who enjoyed it a lot. It was not what he was expecting. Thank you, Greta Gerwig!<p></p><p>It turns out my sister had no Barbies of her own, just played happily with my handmedowns. I sort of remember being asked about that and saying yes, of course, and of giving her Skipper outright at some point. Where <i>is </i>Skipper? My daughter had Barbies of various sorts; some were sold, some may still be in the house, but she/we did a lot of responsible cleaning out, so maybe not.</p><p>My sister was here to help with some responsible cleaning out of the family home, and progress was made, and good things happened this week--medically and with home health care, etc. Joy and relief! But care and stress continue. All shall be well. </p><p>And today shall be a Slattern Day....</p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-77201149578090485932023-07-30T17:49:00.000-05:002023-07-30T17:49:41.682-05:00Where's Home Now?<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhWTya9ab-VWcgFZiAmHdFqCPGZW0nuVjaWPGTWzBarBZKLUqmMc0-6aNM8orM3FJK9w9TpE7488xHxtlGoDehgKC99AsKu2okgzabnHCTyOaUKb97PcC7AG2ImQxoZQgEN-tFtNcuvqIQIgNrfrO_ZtHXfVfeCjRHKM9dL640fWz37XO8Q_6g17348K-lJ/s1920/Marigolds%203,%20July%2030,%202023.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1440" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhWTya9ab-VWcgFZiAmHdFqCPGZW0nuVjaWPGTWzBarBZKLUqmMc0-6aNM8orM3FJK9w9TpE7488xHxtlGoDehgKC99AsKu2okgzabnHCTyOaUKb97PcC7AG2ImQxoZQgEN-tFtNcuvqIQIgNrfrO_ZtHXfVfeCjRHKM9dL640fWz37XO8Q_6g17348K-lJ/s320/Marigolds%203,%20July%2030,%202023.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>My <a href="https://www.realtor.com/realestateandhomes-detail/19277-N-1500-East-Rd_Hudson_IL_61748_M85407-14847">family home</a> went up for sale this weekend. So if you live in the Midwest, or want to, <a href="https://www.realtor.com/realestateandhomes-detail/19277-N-1500-East-Rd_Hudson_IL_61748_M85407-14847">there it is</a>. (It's in corn and soybean land now, but, given global warming, this could be the tropics soon.) I loved growing up there. So many good memories, including my daughter's wedding in the back yard; so many holidays; so much love, so much change. I'm simultaneously teary-eyed with love and nostalgia and realistic. It's the right time. My parents are safe and sound in a retirement community, and it's time to let someone else love this dear, dear place. (It will haunt my dreams.)<p></p><p>I sat at two booths yesterday at our local Pridefest, put off for a month but hugely popular and well-attended this beautiful, beautiful Saturday and night. The dangerous heat had lifted, there was a breeze, there were rainbow capes and braids and a rainbow tutu (on our new lesbian pastor) and plenty of temporary tattoos. I saw a snippet of the glorious drag performance in front of the Bistro, and then left, pooped. Today, I met a new caregiver for my mom, and she had attended Pridefest as well, an excellent omen.</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj78KKeQ-mHzJSzexZZ_SS44sybx0tbCZm1K4z-mSlUDrJbelRMwW2DNDU-GpJlg6WEoQz2kRfVDCsphrQicKtf-mMZ10UNUw66Ez-bJxp5ncU2aJe9_XT20NFy_aPNgM86vTJUp7c32zp7fnPauRO37JD8JV9sdzlGadhsrW2zojiRYQS_5hYI_qiWquW9/s1920/Phlox%20out%20of%20focus,%20mums%20in,%20July%2030,%202023.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1440" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj78KKeQ-mHzJSzexZZ_SS44sybx0tbCZm1K4z-mSlUDrJbelRMwW2DNDU-GpJlg6WEoQz2kRfVDCsphrQicKtf-mMZ10UNUw66Ez-bJxp5ncU2aJe9_XT20NFy_aPNgM86vTJUp7c32zp7fnPauRO37JD8JV9sdzlGadhsrW2zojiRYQS_5hYI_qiWquW9/s320/Phlox%20out%20of%20focus,%20mums%20in,%20July%2030,%202023.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>When I first arrived, my parents were not in their apartment. I looked in the usual places--and I had brought fresh-baked cookies, left by the door as I searched--but we kept missing each other. Finally, I found them and we took the elevator and headed down the hall, my parents walking at their different paces, using the convenient handrail, as I walked at my mother's side.<p></p><p>"Where's home now?" she asked. It was not in regard to the sale of the family home. It was a polite question she asks people she knows she knows...but can't quite recall. It's the first time this has happened to me, but the timing is so perfect, I can let it be.</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1_k0P6QouC23MkW4msGNuEEQvLYw26Wcanxn144nTEuBtO_4Q-DTjyTlMeHsaWAxVcbzo8PiBDFbtng7XAFIjYWr_G_PKZv15zIUy22BRwMNsiTjUnOqcre2WEZN6OTIsyJKIJ2nQ2LClmyWYLONePWDsMGOgnBC8uSs5gkOVMTN3gMgQHNBlRC5bOieX/s1920/Phlox%20in%20focus%20&%20mums,%20July%2030,%202023.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1440" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1_k0P6QouC23MkW4msGNuEEQvLYw26Wcanxn144nTEuBtO_4Q-DTjyTlMeHsaWAxVcbzo8PiBDFbtng7XAFIjYWr_G_PKZv15zIUy22BRwMNsiTjUnOqcre2WEZN6OTIsyJKIJ2nQ2LClmyWYLONePWDsMGOgnBC8uSs5gkOVMTN3gMgQHNBlRC5bOieX/s320/Phlox%20in%20focus%20&%20mums,%20July%2030,%202023.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>Later, she knew me. (I think.) I changed the dressing on the wound on her leg, almost healed! We taught our favorite card game to the new caregiver--who loves theatre (yay!), who played volleyball in high school (yay!), who was at Pridefest yesterday (yay!). So much to be grateful for, as my heart keeps gently breaking.<p></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-16901394643030560932023-07-29T13:18:00.003-05:002023-07-29T13:18:35.027-05:00Nudge<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjJd7C2s1rTcr-zwWfRz-RxXVwUWcJEKkFV85xyzKSKsDAZBGPzGvFa53-55oVQedmddpDresL3cCi7NqHEdJliwzUY3md-6SS-A9JPEAeeFxUjCujUyep6st2P8Q0dWbU1tF51h8CakxKdRz0rWWELswx2s7GXQ_ZFJC54ROwD12uvycH3_VvXvi1QmTuO/s1920/Marigold%20from%20Barb%20Franklin%20seeds,%20July%202023.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1440" data-original-width="1920" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjJd7C2s1rTcr-zwWfRz-RxXVwUWcJEKkFV85xyzKSKsDAZBGPzGvFa53-55oVQedmddpDresL3cCi7NqHEdJliwzUY3md-6SS-A9JPEAeeFxUjCujUyep6st2P8Q0dWbU1tF51h8CakxKdRz0rWWELswx2s7GXQ_ZFJC54ROwD12uvycH3_VvXvi1QmTuO/s320/Marigold%20from%20Barb%20Franklin%20seeds,%20July%202023.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>I had to nudge myself into another poetry submission and discovered it was a full two months since the last. Sigh... Busy, stressful times continue, but with beauty, joy, and moments of sweet downtime, plus, alas, dangerous heat. But the heat has lifted, and I am soon to volunteer at two tables for our annual downtown Pridefest, itself delayed by a full month but now fully supported by the city. I've got my Pride hat, my Pride flags, and two shirts--one for each organization, plus a water bottle, travel tissue, a cell phone for a ride home, and a Walt Whitman tote bag. I feel strangely well prepared! I hope I am coherent, as I had a little anesthesia yesterday. Nasturtiums I planted from seed, and the above marigold, are blooming! There was welcome rain and, sadly, some unwelcome damage from recent storms. Let's hope we all repair.<p></p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-90858978217885666082023-07-21T13:09:00.001-05:002023-07-21T13:09:42.059-05:00Everything's Coming up Barbie<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglYgzJQiWFVd_4JqahyV3iEA1uaCZRR3HUvr6Avwkj860H2kcHnQsbhIZiGAdHh1654YWiuOrJMhGQVnA5gCJpLPAzxApoL4UE2QKPoI8hncWnTYUE_oUt8x9j39yLyJqXJ54jYLSbLDXKGlKjBUADTR9SpAs6OSfDNJQZXbsXVW_eoWz9QkTpzElM92zp/s1920/Barbie%20classic.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1440" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglYgzJQiWFVd_4JqahyV3iEA1uaCZRR3HUvr6Avwkj860H2kcHnQsbhIZiGAdHh1654YWiuOrJMhGQVnA5gCJpLPAzxApoL4UE2QKPoI8hncWnTYUE_oUt8x9j39yLyJqXJ54jYLSbLDXKGlKjBUADTR9SpAs6OSfDNJQZXbsXVW_eoWz9QkTpzElM92zp/s320/Barbie%20classic.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>The new Barbie movie looks like so much fun. Weird fun. Here are some other weird things lately. I was driving home and got to the railroad tracks with the red lights flashing. It was a short wait, no train went by, etc., but when I looked in my side view mirror the driver of the car two cars behind me was down on the road doing push-ups! On the road. Doing push-ups! <p></p><p>Here is my classic Barbie, a brunette from the 1960s. I also have Midge. And this fabulous red velvet coat. Fond memories, lots of wear and tear on the wardrobe and the case. I don't think I will become a millionaire from this vintage Barbie. I do love her clothes. There's also a red one-piece swimsuit.</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgconfsEpEQutnrYad8vMCaWuaELYEfKuFQCdpDrqZWfwX4OmAE-rgxxbMN8RDSXOy5vOBXDgFxK80gx3thZRtoukPzv4CttqjCI5FJ4dDwo1q4uyqGY6e_2wqiJACEg9cgz5lyyUTFR-P1Pi45cL6UwZwVc1FjiOkIOtVZpSlOcKPgZqI2VbI-76LZhVna/s1920/Barbie%20coat%20and%20hanger.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1440" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgconfsEpEQutnrYad8vMCaWuaELYEfKuFQCdpDrqZWfwX4OmAE-rgxxbMN8RDSXOy5vOBXDgFxK80gx3thZRtoukPzv4CttqjCI5FJ4dDwo1q4uyqGY6e_2wqiJACEg9cgz5lyyUTFR-P1Pi45cL6UwZwVc1FjiOkIOtVZpSlOcKPgZqI2VbI-76LZhVna/s320/Barbie%20coat%20and%20hanger.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>Walking to work today, I was not, thank goodness, killed, but a car turned left very close to me. I could feel and hear the whoosh. Grateful he didn't run over my foot. I was crossing in the crosswalk with the walk light, and he was turning left facing east into the blinding sun. He might not even have seen me. It made me a little cranky, making it a Cranky Doodle Day in the blog, but I have fun stuff happening later: wine, dinner on the grounds of Ewing Castle, and <i>The Tempest</i> at the Illinois Shakespeare Festival! I have already seen <i>Comedy of Errors</i> and <i>The Book of Will</i>. Lucky me! <p></p><p>And in the good news department, a short play of mine, "Shakespeare's Ladies at Tea (or I Thought You'd Never Asp)" will be performed in August in New York City by First Flight Theatre Company in Under St. Mark's as part of the Little Shakespeare Festival. It is a little play! a tragicomedy! And was great fun to do many years ago in Chicago, so I hope it is great fun again!</p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-2358784608625525332023-07-20T16:17:00.001-05:002023-07-20T16:17:55.454-05:00Red Hibiscus, Fog, Sitcoms, Shock, Badassery<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAXG08MulgAsqQvhQuHIVirlnX7ZVGshnJdotUyBB0cgZGYz7GFWm2WmyEHbMuNNwLGpMIDMhclqKzv-7OJAHW9hFumWHxXMlvwMhN9w5USe1ZT7Hx1s3ivP5wbHLlvWZuFvHG5hO-dlgWM1YETtT6UNoBqTjUhbebTZxaGKHRZyH4biTcCVffWmPSN8mG/s1440/Butterfly%20Garden,%20July%202023,%20red%20hibiscus.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1440" data-original-width="1440" height="200" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAXG08MulgAsqQvhQuHIVirlnX7ZVGshnJdotUyBB0cgZGYz7GFWm2WmyEHbMuNNwLGpMIDMhclqKzv-7OJAHW9hFumWHxXMlvwMhN9w5USe1ZT7Hx1s3ivP5wbHLlvWZuFvHG5hO-dlgWM1YETtT6UNoBqTjUhbebTZxaGKHRZyH4biTcCVffWmPSN8mG/w200-h200/Butterfly%20Garden,%20July%202023,%20red%20hibiscus.jpg" width="200" /></a></div>Dear blog readers, I haven't forgotten you--I just write my blog to you in my head while swimming, early in the morning. Twice now, I've gone swimming in the fog--once a drifty, blowy fog and today (<i>was</i> it today?) a stationary fog that soon disappeared. Since lap swimming is repetitive, I do lose track of days. It also becomes meditative. As the summer has progressed, that easy breathing thing has happened. I feel like I could swim forever. But this is sometimes followed by my nose having to remind itself not to breathe water, my body thinking it lives here now. <p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9cG3KsfKFtoRvGuyruxif0eZ5NmKzN0tuZjhJCI1TM_XsnV7N3zssw_E0mSz2mzbXS8Vcjwepi8e-psAbbusnek1p0s7CFOlsWckdsZjULC5MYNH_UA_nD0L1bGEobMobu4zZMEPuFX1nlW-64K_86I8I1kUrOBeHlMCzaM8WfVpT32p6II4T12OI0Ock/s1440/Butterly%20Refuge,%20July%202023,%20egg%20to%20butterfly.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1440" data-original-width="1440" height="200" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9cG3KsfKFtoRvGuyruxif0eZ5NmKzN0tuZjhJCI1TM_XsnV7N3zssw_E0mSz2mzbXS8Vcjwepi8e-psAbbusnek1p0s7CFOlsWckdsZjULC5MYNH_UA_nD0L1bGEobMobu4zZMEPuFX1nlW-64K_86I8I1kUrOBeHlMCzaM8WfVpT32p6II4T12OI0Ock/w200-h200/Butterly%20Refuge,%20July%202023,%20egg%20to%20butterfly.jpg" width="200" /></a></div>The other meditative thing I did lately was walking the trail through two butterfly areas--the butterfly refuge, a wild native prairie with monarch-loving plants and mown paths, and a planted butterfly garden maintained behind the cancer center. The latter has a labyrinth, where I did a walking meditation.<p></p><p>But first a shocking thing happened: a man pushing a stroller with two children in it came up the path saying to them,"Remember when I said I would slap you to the ground? I was just joking, but those people believed me." He then veered off the path to take a shortcut over a grassy hill to some apartments. (I don't think he was joking.) Then another shocking thing: on the trail a couple was talking about panic, saying, "You can panic all you want if you keep saying you're right." And then, "They'll break into our homes and shoot us in our beds." What is going on? It was just a beautiful, peaceful day otherwise. It seems like America is scared and angry, and violent. On a Saturday, with kids.</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhyvMsu2F9d8bhg9leAh6HdoCHadL_tp_HRCunmV5mItc_5VmfXD9R-jFXy5bsfdzN9vZPCKvtZnY3Nbh8tD2uhr-UHftG5njifcbnQ0E4zwHUYZa2cUwzK7xaY4VFDZMQIk8Gzi3rNY6OU2ziMnP8LGj_3_dVRcDlVW-QZgslsWwKoWcY_XpyKRv-QZ0I3/s504/Redactions_Issue_27--full_cover_flat_96dpi.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="370" data-original-width="504" height="294" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhyvMsu2F9d8bhg9leAh6HdoCHadL_tp_HRCunmV5mItc_5VmfXD9R-jFXy5bsfdzN9vZPCKvtZnY3Nbh8tD2uhr-UHftG5njifcbnQ0E4zwHUYZa2cUwzK7xaY4VFDZMQIk8Gzi3rNY6OU2ziMnP8LGj_3_dVRcDlVW-QZgslsWwKoWcY_XpyKRv-QZ0I3/w400-h294/Redactions_Issue_27--full_cover_flat_96dpi.jpg" width="400" /></a></div>But today is Thursday, or Thor's Day in the blog. I can conquer this with peace and poetry. And comedy. And sorrow. I have two poems in the current issue of <i><a href="https://redactions.com/cover-story.asp">Redactions</a></i>, the Sitcom Issue, because my life is a sitcom (<i>Mad About You</i>) and a dark, quirky comedy (<i>Everybody Loves Raymond</i> if it was rebooted as a future <i>White Lotus</i>). To further mess things up, both of these began with biblical prompts, during Lent.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh8SLNT86R0FjK9XrZ_Zog7vQBeC_hC756Jpt0eTD616MqZbW-uc0J4i0KPpBVUfe91P6wiC_yxHcGwjAjmyaT4DRpfJq5bCRtbXdwJHIhRFwlIL9ux_KJQUYF0Fd93RkQMQb4L0ri-dQHKpPmzlq9qGmjRv7qhJmLup22BOnWLI8igQaysbFT95mAtbOng/s346/Year%20of%20Yes%20by%20Shonda%20Rhimes.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="346" data-original-width="228" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh8SLNT86R0FjK9XrZ_Zog7vQBeC_hC756Jpt0eTD616MqZbW-uc0J4i0KPpBVUfe91P6wiC_yxHcGwjAjmyaT4DRpfJq5bCRtbXdwJHIhRFwlIL9ux_KJQUYF0Fd93RkQMQb4L0ri-dQHKpPmzlq9qGmjRv7qhJmLup22BOnWLI8igQaysbFT95mAtbOng/s320/Year%20of%20Yes%20by%20Shonda%20Rhimes.jpg" width="211" /></a></div>My husband had a birthday this week, and we celebrated by going to a poetry reading (he liked it!) and taking the poet and her husband out to dinner. The poet was <a href="https://lynnejensenlampe.com/">Lynne Jensen Lampe</a>--she came to our little public library from Columbia, Missouri--reading new poems, and poems from her new book, <i><a href="https://icefloepress.net/talk-smack-to-a-hurricane-lynne-jensen-lampe/">Talk Smack to a Hurricane</a></i>. We have a robust reading series of local and regional poets, and, especially since our virtual programming during Covid, many far-flung poets, some, like Lynne, who still show up in person, and some who remain virtual. I'm delighted that Chicago poet Yvonne Zipter will come down in October. Really, it's a fantastic series that doesn't get much local media attention, but I am reading <i>Year of Yes</i> by Shonda Rhimes, thanks to my new pastor, and so may try to attempt some marketing badassery soon. Shonda makes me laugh out loud. Thank you, I needed that!<p></p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-63654992644050990392023-07-09T15:27:00.002-05:002023-07-09T15:27:15.352-05:00Soon<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRFmmG97-eR7LDT5-4HIEtvFmgNf6AlbVQsQdH1ajWL-4uKNt6E51tvhJda_VAwts3NdIlKnvemWBxFxk9hkvsrYvaiw9qAKlk0b-AJNlqYruaTwnvzYegfz07tUA6tlWHywDZ_qmwmIT3I3I1Je4LV-rxbbemwZ-_YUENlRIDjTf0cDdyZael6VwIAUK0/s1920/Prairie%20Blue%20Eyes,%20July%208,%202023.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1440" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRFmmG97-eR7LDT5-4HIEtvFmgNf6AlbVQsQdH1ajWL-4uKNt6E51tvhJda_VAwts3NdIlKnvemWBxFxk9hkvsrYvaiw9qAKlk0b-AJNlqYruaTwnvzYegfz07tUA6tlWHywDZ_qmwmIT3I3I1Je4LV-rxbbemwZ-_YUENlRIDjTf0cDdyZael6VwIAUK0/s320/Prairie%20Blue%20Eyes,%20July%208,%202023.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>Soon I'll move back outdoors on this lovely Sunday afternoon. The garden is wild and leaping now, since the generous rains. I planted nasturtium late, by seed, and it is leafy with at least one tiny bloom budding. I hope there will be more. Prairie Blue Eyes continue to open, lasting for a day. My Rose of Sharon is always late compared to others in the neighborhood, but I see buds there, too. <p></p><p>My parents came to church, a nice surprise, and I also went to visit them afterwards, having lunch and a walk together, with more flower gazing. I did the daily wound dressing for my mom, seeing good progress. Soon, I hope, she will be fully healed.</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5e7XuAxIRGus1K2eynwgaVyhXYJW_dPywRi9pKTn4hf7jbt8nncQ_dc-vFMlpEjs_fBxtWqeADdwUprpZWKSRloxmZJ1U41qBVdZj01Nq9smem80dO0HK7_Q1EmPgV_Lt1LVuT-pf5EXgtdO-Q_-Ay-xTV7Gqy41C_h7rZ9NHr-HtP8kDy3OUCOhNoXMA/s1920/Blackberry%20lily%20with%20pig's%20tail%20curl,%20July%208,%202023.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1440" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5e7XuAxIRGus1K2eynwgaVyhXYJW_dPywRi9pKTn4hf7jbt8nncQ_dc-vFMlpEjs_fBxtWqeADdwUprpZWKSRloxmZJ1U41qBVdZj01Nq9smem80dO0HK7_Q1EmPgV_Lt1LVuT-pf5EXgtdO-Q_-Ay-xTV7Gqy41C_h7rZ9NHr-HtP8kDy3OUCOhNoXMA/s320/Blackberry%20lily%20with%20pig's%20tail%20curl,%20July%208,%202023.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>My father has trouble breathing, with low energy as a result. Soon he will need oxygen more than overnight, but, as always, it will be hard to convince him of that. He wants, instead, to get better. So we do what we can with what we have. Yesterday, we all played a nice round of rummy golf (a card game, though he plays actual golf some Mondays!)<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjT8SZT3C09SfejXCDqCWjfDbqcsTIvYzaIbJSGdSFIhMsB0oDoiOTt1bQtW_WNmmitWbPXDu3AK-qj_0RhwpZuzESCOcfkYXjcZ1PkvjDuLQbKelRo5OY_gC6oHWijUj3PcrXovZC5z9RDiv2_JnGEes3LuuOGU-wXKvUt3mO7812CtGs2PqPf5WflXcqh/s1920/Purple%20coneflowers%20July%202023.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1920" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjT8SZT3C09SfejXCDqCWjfDbqcsTIvYzaIbJSGdSFIhMsB0oDoiOTt1bQtW_WNmmitWbPXDu3AK-qj_0RhwpZuzESCOcfkYXjcZ1PkvjDuLQbKelRo5OY_gC6oHWijUj3PcrXovZC5z9RDiv2_JnGEes3LuuOGU-wXKvUt3mO7812CtGs2PqPf5WflXcqh/s320/Purple%20coneflowers%20July%202023.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>Usually, I find out what I am doing by staring at my daily calendar. It reminds me of when the kids were growing up--so many things to keep track of: practices, school health exams, softball, volleyball, summer baseball... <p></p><p>More tasks await in emails. I do them all as they come, as there is only this moment to do them in. Just now, I put on gloves and wiggled two wheels on the little blue car, helping my husband with a car repair. That wasn't on the physical calendar, just on the calendar of our brains. The car needs new transmission fluid, and if that doesn't work, its time has come. (It's a 1991 Ford.) I have been checking out the Chilton Repair Manual for several years now, my circulation stats probably keeping it in the library!</p><p>My dreams, too, are task or trouble related. They might possibly lead to new poems...if I put that on the calendar.</p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-60023160424017197412023-07-02T09:08:00.004-05:002023-07-04T06:30:57.444-05:00Who Gnu?<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiMsbf1E71Hl2UnCuBiowRvll3xUgX3NQLUOcFgvje5Ie2CQreVOGCenPI-Xhmxe6ROWpN8PUnMwp523TcmbmXpihq-P-GY9qJu6U7y0WadOAbqMPIZhgN7TJh_-9Fnevk8d2mq91NoZkvLj1iZEBpdCnXqX83RSqLuZaChVCtiVDpC142PBRIfbulapq51/s1000/Making%20the%20Low%20Notes%20by%20Bill%20Harrison.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1000" data-original-width="667" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiMsbf1E71Hl2UnCuBiowRvll3xUgX3NQLUOcFgvje5Ie2CQreVOGCenPI-Xhmxe6ROWpN8PUnMwp523TcmbmXpihq-P-GY9qJu6U7y0WadOAbqMPIZhgN7TJh_-9Fnevk8d2mq91NoZkvLj1iZEBpdCnXqX83RSqLuZaChVCtiVDpC142PBRIfbulapq51/s320/Making%20the%20Low%20Notes%20by%20Bill%20Harrison.jpg" width="213" /></a></div>It's July, suddenly! Summer moves so quickly, while simultaneously feeling eternal and leisurely. And we've been having drought and wildfire smoke, so it's been looking like August out there for a while, with chicory fully in bloom and Queen Anne's Lace ready to pop. Now, thunderstorms bring needed rain. The purple cone flower is open, the orange day lily, the sort of lavender-mauve Prairie Blue Eye, nothing "blue" about it. I've been swimming, except for 2 days this week, when weather & circumstances prevented it, and enjoying the ducks at the pool and some neighborhood ducks on my walks to work.<p></p><p>I have a poem in <i><a href="https://imagejournal.org/">Image</a></i>, a beautiful journal. The print copies arrived this week, and the online version comes out July 6. I am thrilled and enjoying the issue, full of variety, plus Art, Faith, Mystery.</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi-1ZMZ4Zzehn-Jbk8sZ-r487xFXESF7tbcx0cEAEFaMB-_SMWkrKfQYX9alrNg3qPlRkNhxFEHBZYp-V9EyzHjcZscPrZSeuC9tEM_b7OvB06Rzx7B-2g7T_D-gxP4TiRshW8OeVieTeEcYvKQspNpsFlOfJgSz115LbQTAP6NsTEVmWTx3OK3WeoJWNtG/s1000/Cambridge%20by%20Susanna%20Kaysen.jpg" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1000" data-original-width="678" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi-1ZMZ4Zzehn-Jbk8sZ-r487xFXESF7tbcx0cEAEFaMB-_SMWkrKfQYX9alrNg3qPlRkNhxFEHBZYp-V9EyzHjcZscPrZSeuC9tEM_b7OvB06Rzx7B-2g7T_D-gxP4TiRshW8OeVieTeEcYvKQspNpsFlOfJgSz115LbQTAP6NsTEVmWTx3OK3WeoJWNtG/s320/Cambridge%20by%20Susanna%20Kaysen.jpg" width="217" /></a></div>The books I am reading continue to have a music connection, as noted in a <a href="https://kathleenkirkpoetry.blogspot.com/2023/06/acceptance.html">previous blog entry</a>, and my sister was here for a few days, so we sang at the piano--"Joanne" and showtunes, a little concert for my mom between medical appointments. I loved learning more about Bill Harrison in <i>Making the Low Notes</i>, a memoir by a bass player and therapist I had met in Chicago! And even <i>Cambridge</i>, a novel (autobiographical?!) by Susanna Kaysen (of <i>Girl, Interrupted</i>) had music in it--a mother who plays the piano, a teacher, Vishwa, who teaches the young Susanna to listen--as did <i>Dear Diary</i>, by Lesley Arfin, with punk and rave concerts in it. My life is a tangle of intersecting strands. <p></p><p>Even last night, the interstitial music was gorgeous in <i>The Book of Will</i>, by Lauren Gunderson, in a wonderful production directed by Lori Adams, its opening night* at the <a href="https://illinoisshakes.com/">Illinois Shakespeare Festival</a>. The weather cooperated in letting us see it under the stars (clouds), including a huge wind that blew in after the dramatic death of Burbage. Spoiler alert. Burbage dies, Shakespeare is already dead, somehow his plays get published! And knowing all this before we go in, the play is still full of suspense and a cliffhanger!</p><p>*I was also lucky enough to attend opening night of <i>Comedy of Errors</i> with my sister (see <a href="https://kathleenkirkpoetry.blogspot.com/2023/06/open-water-swim.html">Open Water Swim</a>). I can't right now untangle my life, but I am enjoying the very mess of it, the love, the moments of respite and card playing, and even the tenderness of wound care as my mother's skin grows back on her leg. Today there may be dancing at church. There will certainly be a potluck. And that makes it another Random Coinciday in the blog.**</p><p>**Oh! And to add to the <i>coincidii</i>, a little play of mine called <i>Shakespeare's Ladies at Tea</i> (a gathering of Shakespeare's women uttering their own real lines in a new context) will be performed in New York in August! Who gnu?</p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-65174373695900576982023-06-25T09:50:00.000-05:002023-06-25T09:50:30.984-05:00Open Water Swim<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEia9GRMKq7cIxHSc8WuTIwQI5zrUaSIgRkDvf_QAKU3pmfsKDyVwuOs9OEd6GRIAt7f-MP8flPwJPMTqRHguaGGTzQ18mQUxTG815u5ge0zhQOa-gZdB0ksyAnf0Ablj7oI1c27pt4RBwpEHkicUMLr84BbAGPMQ-mKyCoq7sLcON2o5fNHYzn610D9u6ND/s1920/Tim%20open%20water%20swim%202023.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1440" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEia9GRMKq7cIxHSc8WuTIwQI5zrUaSIgRkDvf_QAKU3pmfsKDyVwuOs9OEd6GRIAt7f-MP8flPwJPMTqRHguaGGTzQ18mQUxTG815u5ge0zhQOa-gZdB0ksyAnf0Ablj7oI1c27pt4RBwpEHkicUMLr84BbAGPMQ-mKyCoq7sLcON2o5fNHYzn610D9u6ND/s320/Tim%20open%20water%20swim%202023.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>It was a perfect Saturday morning for the open water swim competition this weekend in Evergreen Lake at Comlara Park. I was not swimming! I was there to support my brother-in-law, Tim, and Rob from Early Bird Lap Swim (weekdays mornings at Fairview Pool, where I <i>do</i> swim!), and all the fabulous swimmers of all ages, local and from afar! Hot, so we standers on shore kept seeking the shade, and I got a weensy bit of sunburn despite my sunscreen (which worked perfectly where I had smeared it correctly). Breezy.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWP8aWzqiDleKxP6uaKyt83PiP9q_avr02nxC7deIpVvWoSuQ7436-RnZiy98iCZGal_f5MfEEehblLFObEng5fgHVIYTg7aG6kTbmQ2pVXzamHFzh_X30FjBLGhOiKLbLdBB2y3aEreLb_TianUyq826-GiRwuimi8T2s9Xh_s5uXtMw5GvPa8U5YWjX6/s311/Comedy_of_Errors%20poster%201879.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="311" data-original-width="250" height="311" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWP8aWzqiDleKxP6uaKyt83PiP9q_avr02nxC7deIpVvWoSuQ7436-RnZiy98iCZGal_f5MfEEehblLFObEng5fgHVIYTg7aG6kTbmQ2pVXzamHFzh_X30FjBLGhOiKLbLdBB2y3aEreLb_TianUyq826-GiRwuimi8T2s9Xh_s5uXtMw5GvPa8U5YWjX6/s1600/Comedy_of_Errors%20poster%201879.jpg" width="250" /></a></div>It was also a perfect night for the opening of the Illinois Shakespeare Festival! I got to see <i>Comedy of Errors</i> with my sister, and we sat in the castle courtyard afterwards, chatting with each other and with actors, directors, and other theatregoers, as the breeze continued. As we chatted with Karen and Eva, who played sisters Adriana and Luciana, I got to tell Eva that I had played Luciana years and years ago in the same festival! It was a wonderful moment of time doing its weird expansive, eternal, here-and-now thing.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiBSR-etG1M6VLBddmxQE9S30TCb6RC-Cl85y5Rm9hVIM6vlsB-OWJM6q9ytl7yjnRhxGcVY_eoEgBm7yQINbU_Rcx5i6EJuSc_QTcMtjij1infkNywwj2FY-ux4U37065aAzLOw2LdQG2LghPUjO1uVf8P_9lpd-MX08jXtZDYswkiQy4ujgRIHZL6q6YD/s1920/Tim%20open%20water%20swim%202023%20smiling.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1440" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiBSR-etG1M6VLBddmxQE9S30TCb6RC-Cl85y5Rm9hVIM6vlsB-OWJM6q9ytl7yjnRhxGcVY_eoEgBm7yQINbU_Rcx5i6EJuSc_QTcMtjij1infkNywwj2FY-ux4U37065aAzLOw2LdQG2LghPUjO1uVf8P_9lpd-MX08jXtZDYswkiQy4ujgRIHZL6q6YD/s320/Tim%20open%20water%20swim%202023%20smiling.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>Boy, do we need rain. I'm glad it didn't rain yesterday morning (last year's open water swim was canceled due to a downpour, also needed during a time of drought), nor at night during the play (I saw those Colorado concert rain-and-hail videos on the news!), but I wished for overnight rain (only a 30% chance here, reduced to 0% by reality). There were severe storms to the west of us, but nothing here.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTI3umPvZXwB_AqeslaNy9qbzksR2DBob4bbDPKgZHEMWZPqQMeGYxie9erHKPuImXLT34z80szrAK1La-ObwfTf8SNo4DYYpk6NTIwVmbJfpdvaoPBpkJ1JMGCnyzPE47k-kWncRcx39iFOaVywTncByD43sXZN49OChi9e_y5VOKW4aUJ-hIy0S7e4YG/s2835/Abraham_Lincoln_O-77_matte_collodion_print%20(1).jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2835" data-original-width="2200" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTI3umPvZXwB_AqeslaNy9qbzksR2DBob4bbDPKgZHEMWZPqQMeGYxie9erHKPuImXLT34z80szrAK1La-ObwfTf8SNo4DYYpk6NTIwVmbJfpdvaoPBpkJ1JMGCnyzPE47k-kWncRcx39iFOaVywTncByD43sXZN49OChi9e_y5VOKW4aUJ-hIy0S7e4YG/s320/Abraham_Lincoln_O-77_matte_collodion_print%20(1).jpg" width="248" /></a></div>It's lovely to have family in town visiting, and they got to see the final matinee of The Waiting Room--the 10-Minute Play Festival at Heartland Theatre Company! (I had seen it 3 times before, so I stayed home to water my flowers and otherwise be a slattern.) Today my sister, who is writing a play about Abraham and Mary Lincoln, will take her daughter to Springfield to see a new musical about Abraham and Mary Lincoln. And that makes it a Random Coinciday in the blog!<p></p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-64860555826341180252023-06-18T14:05:00.001-05:002023-06-18T14:05:56.935-05:00Acceptance<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhHK8xd4GGtFd6yl8YQKJxoa4HGWX2cI4EM80U9L73c1uWOCekTbZS20XjmzSce2RZxUAZnqqWmeYDCyY16HYDV1jefKt611-PvQaNtslwf4NfGeabeQSPadFdbri3VeeYRfOW2ie5vIw6tFtR7RlNjfy_jH0swknqcl8K3CTTLtzyeLesYmekvAUsLrA/s680/Successful%20Aging%20by%20Daniel%20J.%20Levitin.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="680" data-original-width="510" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhHK8xd4GGtFd6yl8YQKJxoa4HGWX2cI4EM80U9L73c1uWOCekTbZS20XjmzSce2RZxUAZnqqWmeYDCyY16HYDV1jefKt611-PvQaNtslwf4NfGeabeQSPadFdbri3VeeYRfOW2ie5vIw6tFtR7RlNjfy_jH0swknqcl8K3CTTLtzyeLesYmekvAUsLrA/s320/Successful%20Aging%20by%20Daniel%20J.%20Levitin.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>I had another recent poetry acceptance, this time for a poem about my mother that is also about the time I played Marjorie in the play <i>Marjorie Prime</i>, a few years back. I played an 80-year-old woman, and afterwards 1) everyone mistook me for my mother 2) I cut off my long hair streaked white that I wore in a braid (just like my mother) and 3) people asked what I did with makeup to look 80. Basically, the answer was "no makeup." For those not so familiar with theatre, the stage lights will wash you out, so wearing no makeup did make me look 80! But still. So now it helps me 1) understand my parents and 2) brace myself to be reading <i>Successful Aging</i>, by Daniel J. Levitin! I like it a lot, and I hope I am aging successfully!<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiIpmB_5vrVpxArYfucYnPz-xcy2Mw5PY3i3TxHpjs4SnB_YXaWBosjQXI1i4tQFFljnsblk0iS_drZOrbP_wDMlzc0hzcdKYSzVjfuwOY9O8ygWkuWbrXTWQfvyFlWyV4E2cP0mR19N4xLwrC_kOv0fY-0YeJa4X6qrOXjSGFhCoKdG9-3movXjaxZ0A/s1000/I%20Live%20a%20Life%20Like%20Yours%20by%20Jan%20Grue.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1000" data-original-width="667" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiIpmB_5vrVpxArYfucYnPz-xcy2Mw5PY3i3TxHpjs4SnB_YXaWBosjQXI1i4tQFFljnsblk0iS_drZOrbP_wDMlzc0hzcdKYSzVjfuwOY9O8ygWkuWbrXTWQfvyFlWyV4E2cP0mR19N4xLwrC_kOv0fY-0YeJa4X6qrOXjSGFhCoKdG9-3movXjaxZ0A/s320/I%20Live%20a%20Life%20Like%20Yours%20by%20Jan%20Grue.jpg" width="213" /></a></div>I found this book, and got it through interlibrary loan, after I read his book <i>This Is Your Brain on Music</i>, which I discussed with the Stranger Than Fiction non-fiction book club. It meets in a wine bar! Our next book, already in progress, is <i>I Live a Life Like Yours</i>, a memoir by Jan Grue, about living with a disability...and just living his own life, which is like...yours, or mine. The Levitin book on aging is delightful in its examples, many of whom are musicians that he met in his other work! Joni Mitchell, Sonny Rollins.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgf-ORta9vjomD7uDVmY6MNq2DS4ljFwP-oDiDHDsDFN-Jph6LUWE0PbqYgYCWCL6800MtMzrMeshHHomcspYSE5PFqeSmJDoNCJQZis6WfzyMTCQ8007ZPmh2lKpiufj4_W5_HXkZuxoNFDnpNNrc4n0nPw1TfMibX289aTbz545yI-JU7QjeQARPZkw/s1000/Making%20the%20Low%20Notes%20by%20Bill%20Harrison.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1000" data-original-width="667" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgf-ORta9vjomD7uDVmY6MNq2DS4ljFwP-oDiDHDsDFN-Jph6LUWE0PbqYgYCWCL6800MtMzrMeshHHomcspYSE5PFqeSmJDoNCJQZis6WfzyMTCQ8007ZPmh2lKpiufj4_W5_HXkZuxoNFDnpNNrc4n0nPw1TfMibX289aTbz545yI-JU7QjeQARPZkw/s320/Making%20the%20Low%20Notes%20by%20Bill%20Harrison.jpg" width="213" /></a></div>Also in progress is another memoir, this one by musician Bill Harrison, a bass player I met in Chicago! <i>Making the Low Notes</i>. I think all these connections make it a Random Coinciday in the blog, as well as a Poetry Someday, not to mention Father's Day. (I'm glad I remembered to make a reservation for dinner tonight for Dad!) I love having a book at hand in any room, or to take in a cloth bag for any waiting room. Two medical appointments coming up this week for my mom. <i>Successful Aging</i> recommends learning new things: I am learning proper wound care and wrapping. I doubt I can learn a new language or a new musical instrument at this point, but I am making new crafts occasionally, and playing the piano a bit more, now that I am tuning it regularly. <p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgOhVBICEmJkByQ3gmWRVVx3-ET_GV44ihuGS9ZEv67pys9uFkGGSf1C-96TzKtJONXge438o1X3zQYa3O6n91RJOgzZZ9aBS675oe9kaUFYAXFRsZgVbNR1Ath_wg-VnSYsKthU1mNGpCjEhC_rElLSpcpN3nZ6R1k0p0m6zM9ysMbthq0o4oUki_UoA/s260/Joanne%20by%20Michael%20Nesmith.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="260" data-original-width="194" height="260" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgOhVBICEmJkByQ3gmWRVVx3-ET_GV44ihuGS9ZEv67pys9uFkGGSf1C-96TzKtJONXge438o1X3zQYa3O6n91RJOgzZZ9aBS675oe9kaUFYAXFRsZgVbNR1Ath_wg-VnSYsKthU1mNGpCjEhC_rElLSpcpN3nZ6R1k0p0m6zM9ysMbthq0o4oUki_UoA/s1600/Joanne%20by%20Michael%20Nesmith.jpg" width="194" /></a></div>Coincidence: Levitin says in the Acknowledgements for <i>This Is Your Brain on Music</i> that one of his favorite songs is "Joanne" by Michael Nesmith (of The Monkees!). When I read that, I thought, "I have that sheet music" and ransacked my piano bench for it. Success! Plus a bit of stumbling around on the keyboard. But it was fun to find some of the elements of music that Levitin describes and admires immediately evident in a song he likes!<p></p>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-73644179751223180812023-06-11T17:16:00.004-05:002023-06-13T14:43:19.267-05:00Rain, Finally<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjNrTwnvuHPaRwAdw8A9nEd4BYVub3fQ9Oo2Ligenj_1F9eZxp2wlEoUpnEgAGCuB2Ig797ejQMCpqfNMkt5WRq6372sOTo6n_0rvXFZzq1zlkw7fkGLvYy27nb251a1n3LHhlyWDlE7XG__QIKgFP8Qw9xF39E7HJqD-vRGEe6QSWt91KkESewVZIcbQ/s1920/Day%20lily%20June%202023%20by%20me.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1920" height="200" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjNrTwnvuHPaRwAdw8A9nEd4BYVub3fQ9Oo2Ligenj_1F9eZxp2wlEoUpnEgAGCuB2Ig797ejQMCpqfNMkt5WRq6372sOTo6n_0rvXFZzq1zlkw7fkGLvYy27nb251a1n3LHhlyWDlE7XG__QIKgFP8Qw9xF39E7HJqD-vRGEe6QSWt91KkESewVZIcbQ/w200-h200/Day%20lily%20June%202023%20by%20me.jpg" width="200" /></a></div>These lovely, almost-summer days have gone on and on, and I have been outside whenever I can be, reading on a wooden glider draped with an ivy-patterned comforter. Meanwhile, the ground was parched and the creek has twice gone dry. Until today! Sprinkle, then steady light rain, episodic, but enough to make all the plants stand up happy and straight, with some of them appearing to grow an inch in a day. The first day lilies have opened, making it seem to be true summer! <p></p><p>Swimming started this week--oh, how wonderful! That, too, makes summer seem here to stay...though it doesn't stay, and already I am aware how swiftly it will go by. I lap swim early, wash the chlorine out of my hair, and walk to work. Sometimes at work, during our 15-minute breaks, we take walks around town. Friday, we walked to the university library and saw a ceramics display, 100 pieces based on poems. I love my life.</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhIdbVYXNBc7rtR_h_FZt8xtlD2B_cDTfrVeQPzLgI21SpP_ydwL8tAsf7yT8l0yDMsxOjlVHxkJkNi6pVeLTROtaofQXKzW1Fy3EWFG2dwodjwsxKLEpFNUlzf4FrrZz_I9cnq4RoXZDFzc-onTHUkauyYNZb1eLNdV0P7n46RGTUzpWLhYnxbI7qzSg/s1920/Clematis%20on%20fence%20June%202023.jpg" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1920" height="200" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhIdbVYXNBc7rtR_h_FZt8xtlD2B_cDTfrVeQPzLgI21SpP_ydwL8tAsf7yT8l0yDMsxOjlVHxkJkNi6pVeLTROtaofQXKzW1Fy3EWFG2dwodjwsxKLEpFNUlzf4FrrZz_I9cnq4RoXZDFzc-onTHUkauyYNZb1eLNdV0P7n46RGTUzpWLhYnxbI7qzSg/w200-h200/Clematis%20on%20fence%20June%202023.jpg" width="200" /></a></div>In it, this lucky life, I am balancing my sorrow. And some ongoing stress. I am grateful I can do so. And glad that these clematis blooms opened on the fence, despite the weeks of drought. Some vines did not even produce buds. But seeds I planted at the re-mounted little free library did come up. More to be glad of and grateful for!<p></p><div><br /></div><div>Here is a <a href="https://library.illinoisstate.edu/collections/niiyama-pottery/">link to Milner Library's ceramic exhibit</a>!</div>Kathleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06559881249054540947noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276911630325008276.post-29244698493409845872023-06-03T14:57:00.003-05:002023-06-03T15:06:54.620-05:00Wear Orange Day 2023<p> <b><span style="font-size: 14pt;">Moment of Silence</span></b></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-size: 14pt;"><br />
When we ask for it, the moment<br />
of silence, the room goes truly still,<br />
the air thick with grief<br />
and our amazement. We hear our<br />
togetherness. It somehow comforts.<br />
<br />
When we are outdoors, the birds<br />
come in, or the distant basketball<br />
game in the park, and we remember<br />
the innocence of our lost boys,<br />
our relatives and friends, our girls<br />
in the playground or on their own <br />
porches, in their own beds<br />
when they were shot. It’s not right.<br />
<br />
Let’s try. Together. Now. <br />
Let’s try it now. Take a moment,<br />
and let it fill.<br />
<br />
<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>What did we hear?<br />
Together? As we shared our moment<br />
of silence, filled with the breath<br />
and life we hope to preserve. Hope.<br />
We heard <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">hope</i>, holding us together.<br />
<br />
<br />
--Kathleen Kirk, June 3, 2023 Wear Orange Day<br style="mso-special-character: line-break;" />
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