Sunday, August 7, 2011

French Toast Fantasy

Here is the image that best expresses my weekend!

What happens at the slumber party stays at the slumber party.

But what happens at Ann Sather restaurant 1) gets eaten and 2) gets recommended by Rachael Ray 3) and on Yelp.

All I can say is I think the blueberries, strawberries, and granola somehow make this healthy. I could be wrong. I recently encountered some champagne.

Saturday, August 6, 2011

I Love Lucy

Google greeted me today with a clip from I Love Lucy and the reminder that it would be Lucille Ball's 100th birthday. Ah, so many sweet memories of childhood, so many silly laughs!

In Random Coinciday mode, I am off to a slumber party tonight, with some old girlfriends in Chicago. Yes, "old girlfriends," meaning we've been friends a really long time...and we are getting old. Er. We have to concede we are getting older. 40s-60s. But we are still having a slumber party.

Childhood is also evoked in the August poem-a-day postcard project I'm participating in, sort of like a chain letter but not illegal! That is, it reminds me of childhood chain letters. I would be promised 30 or 100 letters if I did my part! I did my part and usually got one or two.

The postcard project is working out much better, a benefit of growing up! I've already received 3! And it's only August 6! Actually, I've sent 9, as some of the advice I read suggested starting early so the mail could catch up and someone might receive a postcard on the the first and be all the more motivated.

So I gathered my first postcards in Michigan, sent a few from Chicago, and now they will all come from good old Normal, Illinois, and sometimes Bloomington, home of Beer Nuts.

Now I'm going to imagine a little I Love Lucy episode involving Lucy diligently, for some very good reason, stuffing a lot of Beer Nuts into her mouth and trying to swallow them on down with giant mugs of beer.

Friday, August 5, 2011

Dolores Oh! Oh! Oh!

Just when I think I might have to set Cordwainer Smith aside, he amazes me again with the complexity of his thinking. I refer now to his story "Golden the Ship Was--Oh! Oh! Oh!" which sets a real mystery into motion with a scarecrow ship described as a "golden bubble." [This golden bubble spaceship image is from the film The Fountain.]

All the rest was a golden bubble of the feinting ship, nothing more than thin and incredibly rigid foam with tiny wires cast across it so as to give the illusion of a hard metal and strong defenses.

Sounds like various made up financial products that have led to various real economic crises. Sigh.

What almost made me set the book aside forever was the story "The Crime and the Glory of Commander Suzdal" in which the commander listens to the "siren song" distress signal of a planet where Femininity became carcinogenetic. And it just got worse from there.

But the story begins with the warning, Do not read this story; turn the page quickly, etc--and once more I am reminded of Flannery O'Connor who advises no suspense, in essence to know what you are getting into so you can watch how the people behave--and the story did upset me, as promised, the warning serving as its own suspense tactic and inducing close observation of how the characters behaved.

So I read the "Oh! Oh! Oh!" story, a very short one, all the more closely, coming upon marvelous irony and paradox, and an admiration for a writer/foreign affairs expert who could say this about some full-of-themselves-bribed-and-foppish-world-leaders: "With the launching of the attack, Earth itself changed. Corrupt rascals became what they were in title: the leaders and the defenders of mankind." Ha! Transformation was possible, after years of self-satisfied corruption!

Furthermore, even the most foppish among them discovered he was longer addicted to an electrical current stuck into his brain, delivering pleasurable illusions: "The contemplation of the golden ship and of what he had accomplished--alone, deceptive, without the praise of all the worlds for his solitary daring--gave even greater pleasure than that of the electric current." Now "deceptive" still gives me pause, and the knowledge that he was flying a scarecrow ship, but finding an inner peace from an unannounced accomplishment, that interests me.

So does Dolores Oh, the character in "The Burning of the Brain" who seems so maligned for giving up her beauty and allowing herself to grow old:

Wife to the Go-Captain was Dolores Oh. The name was Japonical, from some notion of the ancient days. Dolores Oh had been once beautiful, so beautiful that she took men's breath away, made wise men into fools, made young men into nightmares of lust and yearning. Wherever she went men had quarreled and fought over her.

[I pause to point out that while the narrator appears to blame Dolores Oh for her beauty here, and for what men do because of it, I have a feeling that the men are to be held responsible for their own actions..., yes? Also spoiler alert.]

But Dolores Oh was proud beyond all common limits of pride. She refused to go through the ordinary rejuvenescence. A terrible yearning a hundred or so years back must have come over her. Perhaps she said to herself, before that hope and terror which a mirror in a quiet room becomes to anyone:

"Surely I am me. There must be a me more than the beauty of my face, there must be a something other than the delicacy of skin and the accidental lines of my jaw and my cheekbone.

"What have men loved if it wasn't me? Can I ever find out who I am or what I am if I don't let beauty perish and live on in whatever flesh age gives me?"

Yes, here the narrator accuses her of pride and vanity, and yet isn't she asking a just and pertinent question? Isn't she pointing out the male gaze, etc.? Isn't she exposing a flaw in her own culture, dependent on a santaclara drug (stroon) that fends off aging, as well as one in our own that leads to a valuing of surface beauty and all kinds of plastic surgery for the preservation of that? Isn't she asking a real question about real identity, and also exposing a true human vulnerability?

Later in the story, she's seen as grasping and insecure and dragging down her loyal Go-Captain husband, but (and here's the spoiler) then another amazing Cordwainer Smith transformation/complexity thing happens:

Magno Taliano [his brain burned out by heroic action] had risen from the chair and was being led from the room by his wife and consort, Dolores Oh. He had the amiable smile of an idiot, and his face for the first time in more than a hundred years trembled with shy and silly love.

I can't help it: I think the "shy and silly love" is a good thing. In addition, he'll be succeeded now by a young and brilliant female Go-Captain, so the anti-feminism implied elsewhere is undone. Paradoxically.

OK, if you have stayed with me this long, please go and see this, a short piece at Her Circle about the 15th anniversary edition of Backlash: The Undeclared War Against American Women, by Susan Faludi, and the "new feminism." (It also refers us to an article in Harper's.) Mull it over for yourself.

Also, that fine old lady is the writer Mary McCarthy, who, like Dolores Oh, did grow old.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Make It So

Make It So... is out! It was scheduled for June 16, Captain Picard Day, but came out July 16, so the water could really come to a boil for the Earl Grey Tea!

I hope it is OK to quote this very short poem in full to give you a little taste of the humor and fun in this anthology of poems inspired by Star Trek: The Next Generation, edited by Margaret Bashaar, and published by Prime Directive Press, an imprint of Hyacinth Girl Press.

Tea. Earl Grey. Hot

When ordering tea, I like to say
"Tea, Earl Grey. Hot"
to see if the barista cracks a smile
                                                       or not.


--by Sarah Reck


Yes, there is a poem by me in this, and poems by many other poet/Star Trek fans, including Susan Slaviero of Cyborgia!

As almost every day of my life now is a synchronicity jam or a Random Coinciday, I have to mention that in the waiting room this morning (ultrasound, nothing to do with pregnancy) I picked up a copy of Time (Future of Fish cover) with an article about fan fiction in it, and, of course, there was plenty about Star Trek (all generations).

I wanted to be sure and celebrate Make It So... here, especially after complaining a bit lately about science fiction writer Cordwainer Smith and his odd anti-feminism.

But geeze, he comes down hard on his character Dolores Oh in "The Burning of the Brain." On the other hand, the whole story might be a criticism of a certain state of mind and culture, as these stories span thousands and thousands of imagined years. So, more on that tomorrow, perhaps.

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Discover the Stars

The new poetry feature is up at Escape Into Life!--the marvelous poems of Charles Rafferty and the amazing photographs of Brian Oldham! Yes, this boy! Fondly known as "Star Boy" now in my strange, shiny mind.

Meanwhile, as I continue to read the science fiction of Cordwainer Smith, I am rediscovering why I sometimes don't like science fiction. Perhaps I will discuss some of this in an entry to be titled, "Oh, my God, cats again?!" noting the science fiction writer's terrible prescience.

But, really, could he have predicted Hello Kitty? Could he have predicted the relentless cat humor all over the Internet?

OK, it appears that this will be my anti-cat rant, after all, after reading "The Game of Rat and Dragon," a Cordwainer Smith story that ends with a space hero upset with a nurse who is upset with him for favoring cats--that is, telepathic pin-lighting cats better known as "partners"--over humans. Underhill, the human hero, has read the nurse's mind briefly, but then:

He cut off the sight of her mind and, as he buried his face in the pillow, he caught an image of the Lady May [his space partner, a cat].

"She
is a cat," he thought.  "That's all she is--a cat!"

But that was not how his mind saw her--quick beyond all dreams of speed, sharp, clever, unbelievably graceful, beautiful, wordless and undemanding.

Where would he ever find a woman who could compare with her?

OK, there you have it. It's a cute story, with appropriate concern for animal welfare and cats-in-space, etc., etc, and I love cats, my friends' cats, the bookstore cat, etc., but, come on, "wordless and undemanding"?! As you can see, I am not wordless and undemanding myself.

But, to get back to discovering the stars, I'd also like to send you to "Old Icarus," a poem by Colin Pope, up now at Linebreak.

Lots to mull over there, eh?